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Even though he was gone from here or yester-year I thought could the wolf grow fangs of darkness and the light? But even so he would remain the darkness that cloaked the midnight. But I even thought of yester-year I would if I could hold the knife up to you and combat you and call that love? But you see I always hold the knife to myself and I held the knife at myself but I really held the knife to the demon's beast mask. Because self liberation is the one of self goals just like the chessman you see. I wonder how many times I see myself on a throne with closed eyes dreaming of paradise and you mother. But the way I destroy myself and others is just like a pile underneath me. I'm self obsessed with myself and destroying myself. It's beautiful and I can't deny anything because I've yet to refuse self denial of one's existence but you see like the chessman says ''I can't lose I must empress the Queen even if she needs to be used'' because that is just reality dumping pawns right before the very feet of the King and perhaps the Queen steps on the pawns. But the rook you see the hidden archer but do I self target others that are close friends or a lover of mine? Or do I self target myself liberation? I can't help but to see the end without you. Toxic miasmatic love. The enthralling way of enchantment for me. Just like the spine of the bishop the most important one that should be kept true ''hidden on the bishop's blade'' because that blade is me and I hide myself with that blade. A damned snake he told me if I could hear one more thing in life is the eaten roots of the Yggdrasil Tree the screams and the roar of the serpentine. Because you see water is where I thrive where the raven drowns the feathers in a fragile state and all all I can think about is pulling out the rook in the drowned feather's of the magi's crest the ''raven'' the last of the falling eyes of the rain and the shore as the wolf jaws open and the half grown serpentine's tongue. As I hold the rook with my paws I stare at a gaze and hoping the mother snake will notice me. You see I don't care because all I want is a checkmate for myself but I understand in life I want to be drowned in you and consumed in alchemy. But you see it's just like a white hare anything can be stained ''black'' even if life isn't beautiful to me but you see what is beautiful to me is pawns just like small daggers always being held behind and twisted and holding the knife close to someone. I see myself as a unit as I always have. Self combating. That combat is destroying myself but you see mother what if I hit checkmate last? Then the bishop falls on the Yggdrasil Tree branch....fragile self and arms and spider like fingers the drowned raven looks at the Yggdrasil Tree. I'll turn you black just like my hue is black but perhaps.....checkmate isn't for certain....

My ideals weren't the same as you held strong as the enchanter of Hell wanted to enjoy life and observe the humans. When humans rejected me and treated me like a foreign alien because of my looks I decided to reject humanity back and create puppets and study them to find a human ''exterior and emotions'' the Princess that slept in Hell with dolls and many chess pieces in the King's coat dreaming of the King of Kings swirls of silver in his eyes and his grins because that's the only family I ever had was running with demons and the Kings. I've not said....checkmate....yet but I want to dream forever. But when I dream and think of my deep eternal sadness the demons say I've an act of kindness always handing the fruit of the demonious one of the clock tower of Hell and my choice is to befriend demons because that is what I'm and I will defend my homeland till the end of time even if I stand here with a wolf tongue and snake tongue forked with with silver my dear....

Anyways I'm so happy that I can say I'm finally breaking free of the chains of society I got rid of social media and I finally deleted one of my apps! Now I only have two but you really can't count Googly eyes hangouts for a third? That's more of a messenger than anything you can't comment on people's post or look at reels etc. Before you begin on my profile understand a few things. Do you plan to talk to me everyday? If the answer is no then that should be your cue to exit out of my profile. I must have three or four hours of texting a day from someone. I don't know how anyone can just function and grow emotionally by text just one hour a day? Busy lifestyles don't work for me I'm sorry but this must be a issue with my brain cells or something. However another thing is failure of reading my profile. I'm in awe and shock. People refuse to read my profile and they expect me to retype everything out on the social media that we are talking to. Are you crazy? Get out of here you freaking whack I've never asked an enforcement of reading my profile in one day. Do you think I made this for your entertainment? Your enjoyment? For grins and giggles because I was bored? No. Because I cared for YOU to understand me but I see nobody understands that at all nobody the lack of intelligence humans possess is amazing. Secondary reasons if you're not comfortable talking on social media or on some kind of platform in a few minutes that also will not work if this place could let us download an app I would've no problem but that will never happen! Third reason why you would leave? Do you really think I'm going to take a selfie everyday for your enjoyment? No thanks and if you find that rude I don't care and the sad and inhumane thing in life you can't have everything and life and life is unfair and life will also take from you that's just part of life. What would make you think I'm real? Standing in a grocery store? I don't even know anymore. Nah if you guys are dramatic and also I'm a rare type of female that doesn't understand this height fetish and I don't understand females on here asking for OF payments like why would you do that to someone? I'm so lost. Fourth reason is if you don't want to learn about me do you guys understand how to read a text? Like ugh! Also you either A know if you like long distance or B you don't at all you don't sit there and change your mind halfway and just think about yourself. Also for people wondering I will not not undue my black and white photo edit just for you and the reason for my photo are black and white edit that is because that helps filter out all the micro scaring so you don't have to look @ that. If you've a problem and will give me a hard time about my photo then I most likely will ignore you and if you fail or have issues finding the comments on the photograph that has a 1 listed underneath comment section just please for the love of Loki use your brain! and oh why do people have an issue with me using lots of Loki sticker app photos and same with the iPhone shark emoji stickers and my Mii sticker emoji? Some people really need to chill out over trivial things and seriously I've had people tell me why are you sending that? I don't understand why you send that to me? Are you really having a attitude over a sticker picture? I often tell people I do what I want then send a Loki gif or a photo and half of the time I get blocked so I guess this is a number five reason is if you wig out when someone sends emojis or sticker emoji photos then you better do a hard pass right now and no I don't do a spam I just send one or two some people man I swear....

Favorite candy: Sugar free lemon disc from DT this are amazing I can't wait to try the butterscotch ones! I also love the spearmint oil peppermint disc I'm always a fan of spearmint more than I'm regular peppermint! Also a huge sucker for anything minty need to try the dinner mints at DT and I've not experimented enough on DG candy for a verdict of how their candy taste but their food off brand most products taste great. I'm not a huge fan of fruit filled chocolate or truffles just utter disgusting! I like stuff like caramel clusters or added in marshmallow etc!

Favorite Cookies: Lemon iced cookies or plain chocolate chip. Some marshmallow chocolate cookies taste great unless you can tasted massive amount of artificial whatever in there and mixed with the chocolate in there which some I've tasted and was really sweet and revolting. Peanut butter and sugar is low class sorry!

Favorite cake and cheesecake. Tuxedo! Or carrot cake with no pineapple or yucky raisins! Same for cheesecake a Tuxedo!

Spicy? Only medium I'm a huge gigantic wuss and Snap is beelzebubpants