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my car broke down today. which sucks ass. my dad said its the alternator, nothing major but major enough to cost me a couple c-notes to fix. which i dont have. i dont have a job, so there fore i have no money, but i have a broken car i have to fix. i start college in a month or so, and im totally unprepared. my financial aid hasn't been verified yet, which really sucks because the only reason i even get to go to college is because of good old OHLAP. my boyfriend nor i have been able to find a job all summer, and its really starting to bring me down. my stress level is through the roof and i just want to throw up the white flag and crawl in a corner and cry. i'm so sick of trying and tired of crying. maybe if i give up i wont feel so suffercated. i feel like im falling. i feel like im failing at everything i do. sometimes i wonder what the purpose of life is, then i remember, its SUFFERING.