My world has turned into darkness
It has crashed before my eyes
Nothing i do matters
The world has turned it's back on me
I suffer in my lonely blackroom
The world can't count the tears
Im trapped inside
There's no escape from my living hell
People don't see how hurt i am
They keep pressuring me
My enemies see right trough me
They know ways to hurt me
The pain i feel is cannot be described
No one understands me
Cutting helps me
The only thing that heals the pain
My heart has been hurt
My eyes bleed out in agony
My mind goes blank
The world has dissapeared
Where has my life gone to
I don't recognize myself
I'm becoming insane
Nothing helps me understand
Have i gone to far in hurting myself
Next i know i'm in a different place
I don't recognize anyone
My blackroom is the entry to my suffering heart
I'm running but where am i going
I reach for you but you don't reach for me
I know your there do u know i'm here
Am i imagining you
Don't leave me confort me
My wings of self esteem are broken
I'm falling into darkness
It's eating at my insides
Tears are falling down my face
Sunrise comes and i dissapear
Somebody help me confront my fear
The blackroom is vanishing
People are only meant to hurt you
They Haunt you
They do everything in their reach to make you feel like shit
Makes me want to suicide
Is anyone there
When i'm gone will you care
U'll find and read my suicide letters
u'll know why
I SUICIDE!
COMMENTS
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kane85
18:35 Mar 19 2009
nice