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MY DARKNESS WITHIN

20:23 Mar 17 2009
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My world has turned into darkness

It has crashed before my eyes

Nothing i do matters

The world has turned it's back on me



I suffer in my lonely blackroom

The world can't count the tears

Im trapped inside

There's no escape from my living hell



People don't see how hurt i am

They keep pressuring me

My enemies see right trough me

They know ways to hurt me



The pain i feel is cannot be described

No one understands me

Cutting helps me

The only thing that heals the pain



My heart has been hurt

My eyes bleed out in agony

My mind goes blank

The world has dissapeared



Where has my life gone to

I don't recognize myself

I'm becoming insane

Nothing helps me understand



Have i gone to far in hurting myself

Next i know i'm in a different place

I don't recognize anyone

My blackroom is the entry to my suffering heart

I'm running but where am i going



I reach for you but you don't reach for me

I know your there do u know i'm here

Am i imagining you

Don't leave me confort me



My wings of self esteem are broken

I'm falling into darkness

It's eating at my insides

Tears are falling down my face



Sunrise comes and i dissapear

Somebody help me confront my fear

The blackroom is vanishing



People are only meant to hurt you

They Haunt you

They do everything in their reach to make you feel like shit

Makes me want to suicide



Is anyone there

When i'm gone will you care

U'll find and read my suicide letters

u'll know why

I SUICIDE!













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kane85
kane85
18:35 Mar 19 2009

nice








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