Where has the other half of my soul gone?
Is it hiding in the shadows of the afterlife
Or is it staring at me in deep green hues
From physical miles away?
How can I tell anymore now that I've lost you?
It feels that you've gone for good
That all hope of any return is gone
Yet you sit on your haunches
And give me a look that I've gone mad
I still run with you in my dreams
No other half can make me whole
Your name describes how many shall take your place
And your name is how many shall be beside me in death
Why did I lose you?
Will I ever know if you've truly returned?
Hope is a word I back away from in fear
Just leave it in the past, right?
But how can I?
This wound shall only be healed by our reunion
If nothing stops fate
Why am I without you now?
My heart shall never be anyone else's entirely
Because I am no longer whole
All the love
All the tears
All the obstacles
They haunt me forevermore
I am not where I should be
I no longer have a place in this world
Except in your heart
Make my future bright again
Bring back your love
Into my hell
Once more
I'm sorry for all the things I never said to you
For all the things I never did for you
But atleast I lived with you in the present
Does anyone really know what the future holds?
I thought I did but I guess I was confused
Blinded by ignorance and stubborness
And what for?
For the "life" after?
Does it even matter now?
We can't change the past
But maybe, if we keep believing, we'll make the future
So what happens between now and then?
We will never know
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