I have been recently abused. i left my master for another male and he got rough and raped and beat me... i dont have a laugh anymore.. im like the walking dead. My friend xdripfangx is helping me through this even though her physical conditon is waning each day. I owe her alot.
He is a very special male. He came in and asserted and proclaimed his love rather fast. But he has always been gentle nad never cruel. He is very fastly becoming a part of me. I Love him.
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if only he knew.......
I hope he is kind as you say yet, my dear you owe nothing to anyone except yourself. you need to love yourself, respect yourself and then that is what you should expect from the other in your life, love, respect and not owe each other anything except for that. do not confuse the abuse from pass with love and owing another for your own courage to move on.
if only i knew what???? i fucking miss u sso much!
Ive had so many abuse,sell,and hurt me. Iam alone :(
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I am sorry your in pain, your not alone. I have been abused and many have you can over come it.
I love you, and i'll always be by your side forever and always.
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Oceanne
19:47 Sep 16 2010
Sadly,when we make bad descisions things like this can happen.Hope you recover soon.
spookshow
20:05 Sep 16 2010
Stay strong, don't ever feel alone
and never blame yourself
i am here if you need me ok
Therra
09:23 Oct 05 2010
I am sorry to hear that,
sending ou loads of strength and
may the positive thinking return to you soon!
KeeperOfTheMask
18:11 Oct 12 2010
sorry to hear of your ordeal yet, to think positive and also get away from a lifestyle such as Slave and Master would be good as well. I have been there and it is not always a good thing, I hope that you can move on from this in time. if you need to talk or just someone to listen please do not hesitate to message me. Your stronger than you know and I do believe it will become easier to grow from this.
hugs* hope this helps.