My freidns have no idea of the screams i scream at night in my dreams... they have no idea why i shake at the littlest movement.. they do not know how scared and lost i feel. Iw ish i could just die and end my suffering
My heart is dying.. i dont know where to turn. I never have seen through black before.. and now its happend. Im sad..alone and scared. Ive never felt this alone in a long time... im scared to wlak in teh day or night by myself in fear i may fall prey to some sicko on the street. This shouldnt be a way to live. To live in fear and to tremble at the wind and sheild myself away in my house... its not a way to live.. vr please help me.......
the pain of the past seems so real. I wake in sweat and blood.. I hate this feeling he made me feel... scared..no where to turn but to the arms of vr.
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RushingWinds
20:26 Oct 13 2010
windsongs, come and talk to me... i kinda know what it feels like to want to die so come and talk to me whenever you need to...
KeeperOfTheMask
05:21 Oct 17 2010
Please come and talk I have told you that I have been where you are and you can get through this. please talk.