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When my tears begin to fall from my eyes,



From the pain of the memory that was left inside,



And the hope that walked away again,



I call out your name into the snowy night.







When my thoughts began to fly,



From the thoughts of endless worry,



And with all of them I fear I might become insane,



I call out your name out in the rain.







When I hear a familiar sound,



From behind your lips,



And through that air to my ears,



I call out your name when you're here.







When I am with you and my heart smiles true,



From the warmth of your face,



And from the happiness that radiates from you,



I hold out my arms to embrace you again.











Rudolph W Steele

I just want to cut out my eyes,



So I am unable to cry,



In this state of pain,



Let's just hope I don't go insane,



Because in my mind I want to die,



Now tell me if you can here my cry,



Then find that guy,



Before I die,



The one who wont betray me,



The one who can save me.







William G Steele

I still have my humor,



I act like I'm high in the sky,



But inside I have died,



And secretly I cry,



For happiness is my disguise,



As I walk around,



Like no tears came down,



I walk drowning in my own demise,



I have lost myself in your eyes.







William G Steele

Samhain is the holiday I celebrate today,



As the end of the year and the beginning of the next,



This is the time to figure out your dogma from your karma,



To welcome the birth of the new,



And thank the things of the old,



But this is now so what was then?







When it was then I called it Halloween,



A child's fun filled holiday,



Where I would spend the first day of the October times,



To fill my halls with halloween decor,



From spiders to skeletons and unaligned bats,



Ghouls hung from the ceiling like crap,



I sat there and watched as it all got hung up.







I remember the month as it passed by,



Day by day I walked that hallway,



Dodging the spider webs and hanged skeletons,



And being scared of the ghoul at the end of the hall,



But now I am older and spend no time doing decor,



Maybe this will be something I enjoy,



When my children repeat tradition.











Rudolph W Steele

The younger I go when I think,



Every time I remember,



I can only picture,



The cruelty,



The pain,



And the torture,



I went through,



The tears I cried every time,



With each word they tormented me with,



Their cruel words,



I try to forgive and forget,



Every day I do,



But all that escapes,



Is a river of tears,



Of a past that I had lost.











Rudolph W Steele

Sitting in a world of slumber,



I can't help but wonder,



If it's better if I go under,



Or end my life before the summer.







And as we talk to each other,



I can't help but wish that you were my lover,



Because I feel good when we're together,



But I guess you can do better,



Yet I can't help but wonder,



If you can save me or let me suffer.







William G Steele

I can no longer stand this pain,



It's like a bullet going through the brain,



I burnt all my memories of you,



In hope that I can start anew,



But I still love you the same,



Even though I might lose this game,



So with these words I do ordain,



That my love will drain,



And my light will no longer be seen again.







William G Steele