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To tell the truth,that is the hardest thing to do.I lay in wait hiding in shadows behind a mask of pretend.I fain a smile and lie through my teeth.To let the world know the true me,that is by all rights impossible.

To forgive those who turned my life into a well of tears.Those who turned my heart to stone and my soul ablaze with anger.All the names,all the pain.To make this existence i call life miserable.And now the only emotions i know is sorrow and anger.If there is any hope of salvation,I must let go of all the pain they caused me,all the hateful words and actions.Perhaps it is best for me to remain alone unloved,for all those i do love I in turn hurt as those from my past hurt me.Anger fills me and cuts deep like a knife.But i shall forgive all of them,even though none of them asked me to.For now my life is a lie,one big performance after another.But in time maybe what is left of my shattered stone heart will heal.Maybe just maybe i will learn the meaning of joy once again.