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I am so alone in this catacylismic darkness

I need someone to show me the good side of the dark.

I reach out and no one is there , no one understands the way i am , the way i work , the way i feel inside.

Everyone is misunderstanding me , why must i please everyone else . I hate myself sometimes , and i love myself at other times. my life sucks and has no meaning anymore. Tell me oh wise one how do i get through this now !!!!



Till i see or hear how i will sit here being in my dark cacoon.

well , my life is gettin a little better a little at a time. i am not at home much these days so u know how it is. i had a lot of fun last night , more fun than i had in months. i miss my ex a lot , but i guess he had to do what he had to do. shit happens and now im gonna try to do me differently. i have to try something cause what i was doing dont work. no more moving in with someone unless i know its gonna work. and it will take a long time for a guy to prove himself to me , i want a romantic guy whos comfortable with himself. well peeps i got to go for now message me and i hope to hear from u .