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My insides burn with emotional quake,

Tears fall around me, collecting in a lake.

Moonlight my only sight to see,

These things hidden inside of me.



My eyelashes sparkle like star light,

What would others think of the sight?

My arms wrap around to keep me from shaking,

As if my insides were breaking.



My cries just silent, no need for sound

I turn my head up, feeling as if I'm bound.

My eyes close and I feel the tears on my cheeks,

My soul not finding what it really seeks.



I open my eyes to see the moon through tears,

Feeling as if I have been doing this for years.

I want the peace that others feel,

Will this night help me heal?



A silent prayer I whisper to the sky,

My lips shaking and I taste the salty cry.

That I wish for someone to listen to my whoas,

Knowing that it doesn't matter how it goes.



I turn my face down and stare into the lake,

And wonder what I will do for my sake.

One small smile curves my lips,

When I feel the brush of my angel's finger tips.



And my tears stop when I know he's there.

I know that he does really care.

He leans in and whispers in my ear, "I love you."

And my heart leaps for him, knowing he's true.



But a dream I know it is for now,

My angel will come to me somehow.

Ah, a dream I wish I could remain there,

One day I will, I always swear.



So, my loneliness is all but a moment in time,

Someday life will be more sublime.

I walked behind you, and lost my sight

Swallowed up in your endless night.

Maybe I wanted you, to make me blind.

Taken to you, with a contract signed.



Flattering, searching for what I've lost.

Not realizing what the cost.

Delighted at first to meet you,

But now the feeling runs me through.



I pale to the times when I could see,

When it seemed that you liked me.

Now, as I close my eyes and remember what I sought.

I remember lessons of old, that I once taught.



I allowed my self to be blinded by your night.

But, now I wish you'd give back my sight.

Yet as much as I wish I could hate you now.

I realize that I just don't know how.



You've changed your tune so many times,

But, you've been one of my favorite crimes.

So silent am I, that I cannot reach to touch,

Knowing that our path has broken too much.



I realize that I will be blind, until you give me my right.

Yet, as I listen to hear your voice I know I won't regain my sight.

Another lifetime, a different time

And in that moment you'd be mine

A different body, an opinion change

A path that has to rearrange.



Another heart, a change in touch.

In that moment, it'd mean so much.

A different color of my eye,

Maybe I would be one to lie.



A voice that seems so distant now,

Things change somehow.

Maybe I'd be a girl or boy.

What god has to toy.



Another lover to leave me blind.

But in that time happiness I find.