Uhm, idk. I cant keep fighting people like this.
Ok. Well - I can if they deserve it.
I feel so horrible for hurting my homeboy.
Come to think of it, he was fucked up - I wasnt. He was being crazy first - I wasnt.
I just blacked out, there is nothing I can do about that.
i partied with some close friends and ended up beating the shit outta my best friend's boyfriend because he was messed up.
i was trying to keep him at my place b/c he was on some trippin shit and i was just looking out for him and he pushed me out of his way (he was on zanex and drinking wiskey - not a good combonation) so he like pushed me away from him and back thru the door... then, i dont remember.
when i came back to, everyone was downstairs and outside on the sea wall. i was on the ground and my bf was holding me down (aparently he had to tackle me to make me stop - thats what he told me)
and my best friend's boyfriend, was all fucked up..... like his face - he had big knots all on his forhead and a busted lip, he was also bleeding a little from under his eye - like on his cheek bone. and i was bleeding from my hands. really bad. right now i have fourteen BIG scabs all over my knuckles from beating his ass and i dont even rememeber what happened.....
but everyone is still cool with eachother and i apologized to my homeboy for doin that cause i really didnt mean to (and i wasnt on any drugs - i only mixed one drink for myself and it wasnt even strong cause i had to stay sober to keep my place in order) but i have problems.
After that night, everyone who was there told me that they think i was possesed. idk... but i had a crazy ass weekend(: lol
P.S.!!!!!
I have no clue where my bloody hands came from. No one had any missing teeth or anything like that!
So yesterday i got in a fight, over stupid ass shit.
Yes, of course, i won.
But what i really want to say here is, there are alot of stupid people in this world.
And, as you all know, stupid people do stupid things.
Like get in my face xDD
Ya she totally got her ass kicked (just sayin cause its funny). It was all over a LITTLE miss understanding. Here is the story:
This chicks bf liked me, and he told me (in front of the bitches messy friend) and her friend told her but she left out the part where i stated Very Clearly, that i DO NOT like him. So she saw me at this place and came up to me (in front of everyone) she grabbed my thighs and shook my ''fat'' (i am not fat) and said ''look at all that nasty fat!". I laughed in her face, grabbed her stomuch and giggled her fat (she is fat!) and said "wow, everyone. look at the tire this bitch is carrying!'' and everyone laughed. (lol it was funny too)
So then she was pissed and got really brave and pushed me. i dropped my stuff and hit her in the nose and she fell (duh) then i jumped on her and started beating in her face. i didnt take much time cause we were by the school (it was after school) and i didnt want a ticket so i started to leave when my bf got me off her.
While i was getting my stuff from the ground i heard ppl going ''oooooooh...'' so i looked back, and just as i did, that bitch was back up and right behind me. she clocked me dead in the jaw (it hurt) an that was when i got real mad and i punched her bak, some fist flew and eventualy i had her hair and my left arm and fist wrapped up in her long hair. we were in grass and i needed pavement (which wasnt far) so i drug her to the sidewalk and smashed her face in it a few times but Blake kept stopping me. (mind u, there r ppl all over and like 2 fights started there from ppl trying to jump in 4 her an my friends jumped in for them. but ppl were brking them up cause everyone was more focused on our fight. the park was cahotic lol)
But then the cops came and everyone scattered. blake got me off of her and back into reality soon enuf to run for my life lol. and i left her with a few kicks to her face and ribs and some spit in her hair(:
Ya this entry is just whatever, i just wanted to share.
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Definitely a good idea to detail it all out here after running from the cops. Assault. lol.
Sorry. I thought that I was reading a Jerry Springer show... of what was said. *giggles* Thanks for posting.
this needs pictures!
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darksurfer1969
22:29 Feb 22 2011
I used to have a really bad temper,but not anymore.But I'm always fighting to keep my temper In check.Back In the days I would blacked out and not knew what I did.