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He had a dark side, I don’t know what drew me in maybe curiosity or I was attracted to the darkness that lingered over him, but he was amazing, tall, and muscular, but every single part of him made him dark and sexy. There was nothing about him that I would wish to change. To me he was perfect. Then I saw it in a dream it felt so real. It made me ache because I wanted it to be as real as it was in my dream. Lying in bed he stood before me. I kissed him, needing him closer, wanting him to finally be mine. He turned my head to the right and kissed my neck then suddenly I felt a sharp pain that faded away and turned to intense pleasure. I drifted into a state of ecstasy. I smelled blood it was the best thing I have ever smelled and then I knew it was mine. After I felt myself growing weak he stopped and looked into my eyes. His teeth were sharp with the deep color of my blood still across his white teeth. I held him close wishing it would last that way forever. We have this connection it was so close I felt it. Now if only he knew how crazy I was about him. Sitting awake in bed I remembered that he told me he could visit people in their dreams, hoping that maybe we were dreaming together I wanted every detail to be true. Danger is what I live for, that’s what attracts me. If only he knew that this is the world I live for and long to be in. without it I am nothing, I am weak and vulnerable. Sometimes I wish that he would understand my thoughts and opinions on life. I long to be vampire I need to feel safe. With him I’m happy, safe, pleasured, and in love. He doesn’t realize what he does to me and it hurts. I just need him to understand and except the feelings I have for him. One way or another I’m going to make him mine. When I’m with him its like I’m home, I’ve never felt this way with anyone else, it’s always him, him, him…. Forever my love for him will be a mystery I don’t know why I feel the way I do about him but its real and I don’t understand why. All I know is its real, its this deep connection, and I just hope that secretly he feels the same so I know I have some grip on the future.