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I forever wonder what I am to ponder,.. Is it life or luck or the blood that gives us both? I will never know. Nobody will,.. we could all be nothing in the nothing or something in the everything,.. but are we or aren't we?... are we even real? or are we just a figmant of somebody's imagination? are we everything,. or nothing all together? why are we compelled to live on so we can die in the end anyway? what good have we done then? everybody will die,.. so why do we try? are we extremely smart or extremely stupid? are our brains capable of knowing the truth or haven't we that much capacity? are we all in a lab with changing temperatures? is that were hot and cold flashes come from? do we all see the same colors? are we ready to believe that we're in a reality where nothing else is real but us? or is it just all real? or are we just to dumb to ask enough to stumble arcoss the right or wrong thing? is this enough? or is it all wrong? are we wrong about everything? wrong wrong wrong? or nothing at all?

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Apocapus
18:10 Apr 29 2009

Humans may have the potential for intelligence but our Teachings and Beliefs have rendered us so Stupid.

That many humans can take a life and think they're right in doing so.



But what is life? What is it to smell,see,hear and feel?

Such rare gifts...we take them for granted.

We share these Gifts with Everyone...They are precious.

To take them from someone...is wrong.



Perhaps we were all made in a lab...on a UFO...perhaps we are just rejects....I do not see how in a world with such chaos there is anything more then what we see...the world is too screwed up.



Perhaps this world is a figment of someone's imagination...but what if our figments are real as well...what if when you think of something...becomes real in another universe? In a never Ending Cycle...



If We were created by some one's mind who created them? And where does it all begin...is there a beginning?



Who knows.



Perhaps we lack the brain power to decipher it.

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We talk and move and love and laugh and live our lives, but is that it? Do we mean just that; nothing? Are we just stuck here,.. or do we have a purpose? What is our purpose for being here? Why are we here? Do we poses some power over something else? Or are we just dimwits sitting here waiting for the right moment to destroy each other? What does it matter? What do we matter? What is my soul purpose? I know that I am destined to have a little girl, but why? Why am I destined to have her? What good am I doing if I bring her into this type of world? What good is that? Why am I here? Why will she be here? Why are any of us here?

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Lordpeace
20:51 May 31 2009

this (life) is only the first step on our journey and death but an open door we live, we die and we move on to the next level and unfortunately thoas e that domove on cant come back

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My blood runs redder. I can feel the pull away from here. There are moments I can see what is truly here. It's a big nothing. Bigger than any of us. What should be here, is a big nothing, yet here we are. We are in the nothing. Nobody knows why we've been put here. Some don't even realize that we're in the nothing. It makes sense though. How else would all of these inexplainable things happen? Maybe all of this makes sense, or maybe I'm just paranoid.

I h8 it when he doesn't call

I h8 it when he's in my dreams

I h8 it when he's so sweet to me

I h8 it that I'm addicted to him

I h8 it that he can say my name and I melt

I h8 it that he has this power over me

I h8 it that he's in my future

I h8 it that I can't live with out him,...



but those are the things that make me love him so.