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As sun rises,

It also must set

There’s something I hope you never forget;

My love for you purges through your soul

As I try hard to fill all the holes

When I leave I promise to take some of you with

I’ll leave behind a part of me that you’ll never miss



Please, try not to cry

Just go on and please say goodbye

The casket is lowered deep in the ground

Maggots eating my heart will be found

I was always a bridesmaid, never a bride

The corner of my funeral is where I will hide

The pitter- patters were easily heard

The sound of your heart loudly murmured



Your palm pressed against my icy cold cheek

You and my best friend were trying not to be meek

I could easily see you were failing so badly

My entire family was crying so madly

The trail of tears were from simply my mother

The one chuckling at the good times was actually my brother

My father was drinking while trying to cope

My grandmas and grandpa were losing all hope

My cousins were trying to slit their own wrist

Not just for me; but for the hell of it



I tried hair to cry,

But nothing came out

I missed my tears so badly

I started to pout

I don’t want this; please let me leave

I didn’t know death was my biggest pet peeve

I worked so hard,

I lost all I earned

I wish I could say that my lesson was learned



I miss my mum,

I miss my dad

I didn’t know death would hurt this bad

I miss the warmth of you arms at night

We always knew it was love at first sight

We knew I was leaving; that I couldn’t stay

That I would be going one of these days



I tried not to steal; I tried not to lie

Please dear O’ God, don’t let me die







PS- Please comment on this. My friend said it was one of the best poems he'd ever read written by a kid, but I'd like to get more reviews on it. THANKS :D

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soph1616
00:32 Oct 19 2010

*Sigh*



Where it says heart, it was originally was supposed to be pulse.

And where it said hair, it was supposed to be hard.



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I fail completely don't I?

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Where am I?

Did I just die?

I have no love

Or god above

Just evil peers

Who know my fears

The blade I use everyday

Or that I am actually gay

How does everyone know who I am

Pressure cracking my head with a ram

With the questions that I hear all the time

Can cutting actually be your crime?

I refuse to say yes

I refuse to confess

I secrets crawl under my skin

Knowing that they're my evil sin

Stabbing myself with my sharp knife

Trying to get rid of my life

I'm sick of this

In a dark abyss

Their piercing blue eyes

I wish one of them dies

I melt away in the light

THe fear of them to call me "Dyke"

The pain of my abnormal life

A rusty blade is my sacrifice

They call me "Freak" and other names

I wonder if these are really their aims

I hate the world as I slit my thoat

And send the suicide note I wrote

The blood stains in my mind

For the happiness I'll never find

They have no souls

Their hearts have holes

The happiness they take away

Is longer there with them to stay

The black in my mind is here to stay

All my other thoughts begin to fray

Sweet Death is here

For his job, his career

He's here to take me from this living Hell

I see my body begin to swell

The pain I felt my whole life

Is gone along with my sharp knife

The happiness I always longed for

Was right there next to my corpes on the floor

The blade slashing

The cameras flashing

I feel so unloved, so hated

The judging is so unfairly rated

Though I am dead I still cry

I say I'm okay even though it's a lie

They call me a "retard" for the way I dress

I wonder if I'll ever be relieved of this stress

The I finally got rid of this pain

The numb feeling is driving me insane

Will I ever just let go?

Let my life finally slow?

I'll dig my own grave

And the black dress I'll save

Just make my excistence go

My intire life start to flow

Is this just my life?

Will Death ever take me with his syth?

They say, "No, not at all"

"You don't want you life to fall"

"To feel the wind in your face"

"The sound of you playing bass"

"The hugs you get from your shining knight"

"The Sunday mornings you wake up with light"

I hate the wind when it's cold

Tomorrow I'm have my bass sold

He was no knight, just a dud

The morning light makes my tearducts flood

So alas, good bye

Because I, should die

As I cut my thoat and wrist

My blood soon slowly turns to mist

The pain is gone

The night turns to dawn

I slowy fade away

From night to day

Rain, rain, go away,

Because of you the pain will stay.

Slit my throat, cut out my heart,

Leave me here, tear it apart.



Poison tears stream down my face,

My heart beats at a steady pace

As I try to stand again;

Alone and standing in the rain.



I don’t need you anymore…

Is what I think while tears pour.

I hate you like I hate my life;

But love is what cuts like a knife.



Love is death and death is you;

Its pain stains like a black tattoo.

Those memories come back again

And bind me in the ropes of pain.



Crimson blood streams down my head

Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread,

To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull…



...Now just a memory that’s faded and dull.



Note: I did NOT write this. I just liked it and felt y'all should read it.

I'm not really here

In this world

I fade away quickly

In my mind

Isolated in the room

I see them

I feel their eyes on me

Irises pierce my skin

Is this what life is?

It stares me in the face

Important to them

It's not true though

It's only a lie...

The blade is pressed against my neck is cold

Like ice

The blood dripping down my chest is staining me

Like paint

I see death smile at me

His cloak grabs me and swallows

Covering me

Bringing me into his world

The pain is gone

A clean slate

I call it home

They call it a grave

As I rot in Hell

I am greeted by him

At last our eyes meet

Once again

For old times sake

Our lips touch

As he melts away

For he was not there

Just sand in there eyes

He slips away to the other world

It's deserved

I fade away to my reality

Only to be disapointed by my own life

His olive eyes see through my body

He doesn't want it

My soul is what he desires



His blond hair intertwines with mine

Wrapped around us

Blossoming into somthing new

Even better



His glasses reflect my eyes

The glass cuts my body

Revealing the real me

the frames are holding what I am

To him



His lips press against my bare skin

Tender and warm

Burning the ghost of me

To forever scar