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I fell in love with a guy who lives thousands of miles away from me. Then I finally got a real boyfriend, and I tried to forget him. And I got really upset. So I started talking to him again in December, and I remembered how much I love him. And we've been getting closer and more... intense. And I thought my boyfriend was going to move away before summer started because his dad got out of prison. But he told him he wants to stay in Tucson because of me. And I was looking forward to him moving because we would have to break up and not have me go running back to him a week later because I miss him. I don't want to be doing these things to him, but I'm not strong enough to break up with him. And he said that if I broke up with him again, he'd be so depressed he'd try to kill himself. So yeah, I'm being a shit girlfriend. So now I'm just trying to wait it out until he gets sick of me or graduates, because he's a year ahead of me. Then I'm going to move to Sweden when I have enough money.

I am sofa king happy. Okay, here we go:



I found out Logan still likes me.



Yesterday I was talking to Tony. So I finally got the courage to tell him I was in love with him in elementary school. And he said he was too. And I'm so fucking ecstatic because that took me almost 11 years to say because I was to scared to say anything before. And I've been dreaming about him since he left school, thinking I lost my best friend and the boy I loved forever. And I've never been this happy in my life. It was the best day ever.



Random quote of the day (I'll do these on here, too):

Me: I could be out walking or running. And instead I'm inside, flashing Swedes.

Marcus: Which you love.



Marcus also saw me naked finally.



I mean what?



TOODLES~