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promise me that you will be happy always .
you can drop tears in my absence
just for your healings,
but dont crying enough and make yourself weak .
already i hurt you a lot ,
cant allow the same again ,
cant allow even in my insane way .
just accept it that fate has some better plan for us ,
in out next birth ..
if i born again i will be yours ..
if i smell again in this earth ,
best fragnance will spot you first ,
but till then you have to live with all memories..
i wish you great and great
life ahead .
till my soul's rest in peace,
i will be yours ..
i don't pretent ,
i can't cause i am now through the last way .
dont know ,
after the peace ..
where my soul will be sent !
yes i am sencing my end :)
kind of faces you make ,
that awfull and easily snatch you from inside ..
and open you ,
whenever you think of your physical wound..
but we all have no option to calm from inside
no option to heal all the inside wound .
cant blame anyone though
cause all affect comes in that period
just shake of our own past crimes.
and in present ,
no matter with your heart ,
no matter with it feelings being hurt,
we have to smile a fake,
and have to do our duty in primes .
yes you are right if you think like me
just think of childhood ,
how calm they are ,
they are smiling and roaming in there own world !
, get a point ,
they are still not meet with wounds
and we are already crashed by wounds .
i am just smiling ,
preparing and also suggest you same,
if wound wanna come in your way ,
just allows it .
dont worry for you,
we all have to end by one day as we start ,
but if you kiss the wound by your own
it also realise your pains ,
and may be it will mirracally stop .
heal is not easy to get
when you want it for your inside
patience is the key
now all is upto your mind ,
what is right you just have to decide :)
hope for a good deed !
ready to accept all kind of perfection,
we all expecting like that,
and dont wanna accept a single bad connection.
though we know time have a wheel
it is rounding all the moment..
still we are desperate too much ..
desperate for best and just best,
and dont even wanna pay ,
a single coin for a bad payment !
tell me when you realise ?
when you accept the heat of worst ?
remember buddy,
that open blue skies..
not just for angels living,
for same equality, as a competetive
eternity too allows a ghost ¦
you all need light .
you all need to stay in bright .
you feel scare ..
whenever darkness is there ..
even you will blame moonlight ,
if its not facing in your sky ,
you always want the light on ,
so you can easily fly .
you show the back against doom,
why cant you accept the truth !
if you always trying to find the light livehood ,
if you always trying to light up ..
against all the darkness pain !
then where will darkness born again ??
a word whispering always..
always in my mind ..
that word is key of my living hearbeat..
that word is thr reason of my living kind .
..
my ears are always for it..
i want to hear that whisper again and again .
i did mistakes i know.
and i know how to regain :)
the word whisper always..
same word whats have my life in it.
i have a small reply,
i am always positive for you..
just get it..
dear you cant break me untill i die .
and after my life..
i will have my eyes over you to protect you..
i will have my eyes open over the open skies :)
the line you draw ..
in between us..
it can take us away by touch..
but how do you
stop my heartbeat ?
listen you are my love..
nor my just crush :)
.. i cant die.. ohh baby.. cant die without you ..
wherever i look ..
i see a illusion of your view..
as much as u can..
u can try to run away..
but my heartbeat is all yours ..
as my hearbeat always says :)
when those drop of rain ..
touch your face...
touch your nose.. touch your eyes ..
when those rythms again ..
feel your heart ..
you feel joy ..
you soul feel joy like free sky.
...
i wish to see you like that always..
i wish to make you smile ..
i cant bear a bit of tear ..
i wish you will be always fine..
...
when you dance.. in the way ..
innocence..of your eyes..
catch my heartbeat..
i feel happy..
i feel to thank the lord ..
i feel to crying..
...
the beat of your heart ..
the smell of your body..
i wish to have all that for mine..
and i wish you will be always fine..:)
i can't sing so what !!..
i can try for you . ..
i am worst i know .. baby i know
but will be one day
make me better for you .
i know today .. your way is too far .
but i promise you ,
i will be there everytime for you ..
yes you leave me and call me for a move on .
but baby i just love you ..
and dont wanna spoil another heart .
ohh baby i am crying . i am still crying inside ..
but fine.. i know ..
i have to fight inside ..
ohh baby my life is all yours ..
ohh baby if nights has to come ..
please wish me for my last breath in lap' yours .
i am so lucky that i have you ..
i promise one day..
my love
i will realize my love ..
that iove you ..
i know today .. lots dirt arise..
and i will clean dirt and
then again will blossoms our love life..
i accept the truth that we are not together ..
but i trust you..
i know one day we will be again forever .
i just seat and think ..
yes you take a right step for me ..
you always think for me..
you want a perfectness in me..
many are blames you.. and thats where i am hurt .
but promise baby ..
i will come back
after cleaning my dirt..
and for sake of your move on,
i dont need any new..
i will be always
till my last breath
will be waiting for you ..:)
its paining .. dear its all i can tell ..
i see raining outside ..
and trying to cover my eyes ..
i am crying..
baby i miss you deep inside ..
baby i know i am not forgiven ..
baby i know i make your life hell from heaven ..
but baby i miss you for real ..
and my emotions has no veils.
baby you are the one who teach me about life ..
if you wanna go ..
if you dont wanna give me a last chance either ..
just kill me and free me ..
i wish to have dead from you ..
do i give you my knife ..
i am not telling to trust me ..
nor either to give me mercy ..
i just want to tell you i am there for you always..
when you can just call me and give me mercy..
you are just not my love..
i dont tell you that u r thr reason pf my living stil
i must tell that you are my life..
even if you dont permit ..
i have no right to kill myself ..
no right to kill ..
COMMENTS
If you do feel this way then I am sorry and maybe your love will come back.
love it
COMMENTS
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GRTR1
07:28 Dec 24 2019
nice