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I am so fucking disappointed in myself for making the mistake of procrastination which I never really do but I do realize every now and then a good rest is needed especially when you are sick but you know what that really isn't the damn point!!! The point is especially when you are sick that is when you are supposed to fight to reach the point that you need to be then you can fucking relax all you want but if you are just sitting in the funk of the sickness and letting it eat you alive while life still moves forward than that is the wrong thing to even if it feels like you are just resting and healing at the damn time its a wrong feeling because that is the feeling of death slowly reaching upon you. You simply take that shit and shove it down the fucking throat of someone that wants to feel that way cause they really want to die! I honestly don't know where the fuck this is going but its not to a good start!!!!!!!!!!