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My boyfriend fucked up last week by letting his friend mallest me. Oh well. Whatever. And thats when I said Goodbye! So now I'm single..

For those of you who would like to know more about me: I am 5'5, I have eyes that change all sorts of colors, I am 17. I am a junior in high school. I'm single, I'm going to go to college when I graduate high school. I love to have fun, I love to dance. I live in a small town in Kansas. I have one piercing so far and that's my bellybutton. well my ears are pierced too. I'm getting bright pink highlights put in my hair next week. I'm getting my first tattoo in about 3-4 months. I design all the tattoo's I'm going to be getting. If you'd like to have someone's opinion on me ask hellonearth. He goes to school with me and is one of my best friends, he would be glad to tell you what he thinks about me. If you have any questions or want to know more just ask me. Later and love to all

I guess its wrong to want to make something of yourself and try and succeed in life. My boyfriend broke up with me last night because he wants to make something of himself, with his ex who he had been cheating on me with, and he thought that I would hold him back. I was nothing but true and honest to him. I loved him, yes, but I'm done with him. He tried to destroy me when really he is just destroying himself. I didn't even shed a tear for him. But its all good because I'm moved on. All that matters now is tomorrow and the next day. I am thinking of what I will do with my life without him and how my life is going to be so much better now that he's not with me.

No one really gets the idea of a relationship. Guys don't understand that when you've been in a long relationship with someone and you know they feel strongly about you, you don't just dump them and give them the lame "give me 2 weeks" speech and expect everything to be ok.

My name is Jillian. I am 17 and I hate life itself. I'd rather be dead and wandering around then to be alive and walk around getting hurt all the damn time! I guess its just what I get for caring for people. I open my heart up too much. Well now that I've been hurt so many times I really don't have much of a live heart to open. I'm not really a bad ass or anything like that. I am kinda like your typical girl, only sick of being walked all over by guys. No I'm not lesbian or bi! I am straighter than a titanium rod! Well I think thats it for today. Peace and Love.