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I remember when you used to look at me as if I was the only one that existed..as if I was the teenage boy you fell in love with years ago...but as time went on you saw the me I became to be and all that changed and withered away...your smile faded, and bright, opened eyes fell to the floor...you no longer saw me, but saw right through me, and the memory of who I used to be, or the knowledge of who I could be just wasn't good enouph for you to stay around...and still, to this day, I wonder, if I ever really loved you...but I know, at one time, you truly loved me.

today I saw all my yesterdays fade away,walking backwards , tripping over mistakes from the past...looking into he nothingness of existence.the meaningless meaning of everything, like being "something" nothing more then what the stupid masses say you are...the good the bad, the right and wrong all played out in your pre-described "American education"...that tells you all that is true....like, the government really actually gives a crap about whether you live or die, or have a house or are homeless and starving...the millionaires and billionaires really do care about the majority of people who work all the many shit jobs that, if not for them, they'd never be rich...would the supermarkets have ceo's bagging groceries, or would any of the wallmarts have anyone there stocking the shelves, or pumpling your gass, or even driving around with a badge pretending that what there doing is right and just and "legal" when what it really is ..is control, and a sense of slavery...the government is like the mob...they take money when they want because they can, for no logical reason...for example, if you won the lottery, they'd take almost fifty percent...why so much..cause they can....if anyone gave you a large amount of money they'd take a piece of it, if you won a car on a game show they'd make you pay a tax on it....why, it makes no sense..it's cause they can and they want the money for themselves to do as they please and spend billions on bombing other countries, then billions on sending them aid, and so many americans are still hungry, an homeless, and out of work...