Cry for some savior
Cursing all you bad behavior
In the end
they will surrender
We tried to ignore thy power
of this urge
For it controls
All we are
Every night
the cravings grow stronger
My need to hear
Thy red liquid
Pulsing through your vains
It smells as sweet as your heart
Burning flames in my
blistering throat
Praying for deliverance
I seek tomorrow
I kiss thee
goodnight.
Remorse is such a
Shameful thing
that burns like flames
Insisde of me
The further apart we seem to get
The more i wish to
Be near you again
Tears and cuts
can never change
the passion i feel
towards you
my angel, my vampire
My heart stops
Every time you look at me
and now i fear
This time ill believe
every word you speak
saying that you love me
When i know
deep down
its much more,
so much more than that.
My heart stops
And you pick me up
and hold me close
screaming in agony
Burying your face
In your hands
Tears burning holes in your eyes
Looking down at you
Wishing I could be there
One last time
Just one last night
You fight and thrash
As they hold you back
And take me away
To be buried six feet under
Where youll never see me again-
I open my eyes
And cant say a word
A dream so mistaken
It destroys all i am
Making me numb and broken
Feeling like watching the blood fall
I run to you
But they hold me back
As I scream and thrash
And watching it all unfold,
You smile.
I need to find a place in my head
Where i can breathe
A state of mind
Where I cant cry
Every moment
My screams grow louder
But you cant hear me at all
Too far away from me
To see the tears that fall
But thats okay my love
Cause in the end I know
That youll be there for me
Youll be there
And though i cant live through
another emotionless day
I will for you
And though the stars that fall
Wish to burn me
Ill live for you
Soft songs fill my head
Like exploding butterflies
From the dead
And as i lay there bleeding
I smile.
And they ask me whats wrong
I hate the person
Staring back at me in the mirror
Until i made it shatter
And they call me crazy
I spent years inflicting pain
to release my sanity
And they say im not beautiful
I spend the days
Black tears streak down my face
And no one cares
No one cares
And they tell me
I dont need him
yet everyday I scream inside
Helpless heart and broken cries
Punching in the walls
And they laugh at my misery!
Im never gonna find a way
To let go of this horrid way
I see my life
And they think im okay.....
They think im okay
When inside im nothing close.
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