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you keep me alive
16:02 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 701

Would you catch me if I fall?

Can you save me from the nightmares

That haunt me everyday

And when you say “I love you”

Is it really true?

I’m not questioning our love

I’m not questioning you

I trust you with all that I am

And I love you so much more

I’m just questioning myself

Whenever I’m with you

I’m not afraid

Nothing can touch me

I’m completely safe

But when were apart

I’m scared to death

I never know what is going to happen

To you, to me…us?

I am afraid, I am not safe

But when I close my eyes

I can see you there

You’re always with me

It may not make much sense to you

But it’s what keeps me alive

When I start to cry

When I want to die

When I wonder why

I just think of you

And you keep me alive

Love Me NOT!
15:56 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 702




All these feelings I have to hide

Everything is kept inside

Every night I stay up and cry

I’m just breaking down

My world is falling all around

And all I do is hide and cry

So please just let me write!

I can write about the misery,

All the pain and agony

That I endure, there is no cure

For one so pure, I must endure

So please just let me write!

I will write about the love I’ve had

And how everything is won and lost

And oh the cost the cost of love

Is just more pain and agonizing misery

This I will write

From one tormented soul to another

I call out to you my sisters and brothers

To come and help me tell the world

Of the pain in which we endure

To love one another

And how it feels to lose it all again

To all my lover and friends

This truly is….

THE

END

stuck in forever
15:50 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 703

Look into my eyes

Kiss my tearstained face

Now tell me everything is alright

You’re living in my memories

Every moment now a dream

If only we could live

In those moments forever

When time stood still

And all I knew was you

Take me back to that precious time

When all I ever worried about

Was loving you tomorrow

Now tomorrow is stuck in yesterday

And todays just keep on coming

And I’m stuck in forevermore

tell me why u left me alone?
15:47 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 705

Today I live my nightmares alive

They lurk In the shadows haunting me

The voices in my head are screaming

I try to yell back and defend myself

But they over power all of my cries out for help

Forcing me into a dark corner

Waiting for me to explode

Praying I would just die already

I search for the light

It feels so out of reach

I need him to help me

Save me

Love me

I lost without him

Where is he

Where am I

I am lost

And I’m scared to death

I Am Yours
15:43 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 706

Am I what you wanted?

Am I what you need?

Could someone please tell me?

What you expected of me

Because if you never tell me

What I might be doing wrong

Things will not get any better

Our love will not last very long

I’d like to know how you feel

At least some of the time

I care about your feelings

Do you ever think about mine?

I’d love to tell you how I feel

I want to spill my guts out

But that’s a lot you know

I’m afraid you might freak out

Could you please just hold me?

Would you tell me it’s alright?

I don’t want to be alone

Pull me closer

Hold me tight

I am yours

Only a Dream
15:38 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 708

Last night I had a dream

That you were here with me

I didn’t want to die

I didn’t even cry

No not once

We were having so much fun

We were the only ones there

Till all of a sudden you just disappeared

Some THING appeared

So I started calling your name

Thinking this was just a game

But you didn’t come to me

And soon I couldn’t breathe

That THING was getting closer to me

I was so scared and it was so scary

So I started SCREAMING your name

And I was crying out so loud

But I never saw you

And soon I couldn’t move

Darkness surrounded me

And I woke up

It was just a dream

You don’t even know
15:33 Feb 11 2008
Times Read: 711

These butterflies inside my head

They just won’t go away

They’re turning, squirming, throwing up

Its torture every day

Then every time I see your face

The pain just disappears

Its something bout the look in your eyes

And when you smile I want to cry

I just burst right into tears

Because even though you’re here today

I know you’re going to leave

You’ll leave me here a broken heart and you don’t even know

I loved you since the day we met

And as the days went by and bye

Each one like the last

Every time I looked at you

I couldn’t help but smile

To hide my pain inside

Because you don’t even know

I figured there wasn’t much of a chance

That you would ever love me back

So I just never told you

Until at last today

You told me you were moving

In just a couple of days

And that I wouldn’t get to see you

Each and every day

You said you were changing schools

Somewhere two hours away

And in that very moment

I knew what I had to say

I finally said “I love you”

But I knew u wouldn’t understand

But before my eyes you kissed me

And I could barely stand

There’s nothing more you can say or do

I’m still going to cry

But we’ll still keep in touch?

At least for now you know

That I love you so much

Heat
17:11 Feb 05 2008
Times Read: 714

in the heat of the moment

to the darkness we fled

flesh upon flesh

my heart was racking

my body was shaking

completely aware

of the risk i was taking

every inch of my neck

his lips were tracing

but i cared not

i wanted only this

and to the heat of the moment

I GAVE IN!