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well my bad luck with formal dances has continued into my seinor year and to prom at that. the tickets went on sale first of march, so i bought them. my bf is in the army, so i knew not to expect him home, until i found out he was getting a dis-charge, so i knew he'd be home. he did too, until this past friday, he won't be comming home until August! i cried for once in a long time. i can't even think of what prom's going to be like now. i just wanted to be with him and him alone on prom and not it's not going to happen. now to try to find someone to go with. and yes it's really bloody hard for me to find someone. the worst part is they won't refund the ticket. so i'm out $$, out a date, and out on the fun. why does this shit always happen to me?

~Message From Violent J~

written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I do when my heart bleeds as I watch my family fall apart? We are all equal. Juggalos shoud not fight with one another! Remember? We are suppose to love each other! We need to be reunited as one once again. Just as we were before. "From the first jokers card, Carnival of Carnage, to the latest card. The Wraith: Shangri-La, we have been united as one by the powers of the Dark Carnival, the power that brings us together and makes us who we are, never again must you care what people think of you or what you do, this is our world and we live for each other!" If you own a copy of Dark Lotus, as soon as you get a chance, I want you to sit down and listen to ..15 enititled, "Juggalo Family." When the song is over, think about what it means and think about how it makes you feel. If yall want to laugh than go ahead but personally, When i sang the song i really didnt listen to the words but when I heard that song for the first time, I was at The Gathering of The Juggalos 2001 and when I listened to the words and took a look around at all the juggalos face, tears slowly came from my eyes and I thought to myself, "this is my family." It felt so good to know that the only thing I care about is right here with me. My juggalo family is the only thing true in my life. Nothing else has ever made me feel good. No person place or thing has ever looked at me as a part of their family. If you own a computer, get on a website such as realjuggalos.com and click on the icon "juggalos" search through the page and take a look at all of them and just think, each of them consider you family, each of these people can be trusted with your life just as they trust you with their life. We shouldn't be fighting, we should be giving each other hugs and saying, " I clown love you ninja!" to any of you that have web sites, i would greatly appreciate it if you could post this on your site. If you happen to have access to a copy machine, please make copies and give this to as many juggalos as possible. I want to make sure every juggalo world wide reads this letter I'm goin to do my damnest to save our juggalo world and reunite it, not only that but make our family bigger. We have over two million dedicated juggalos in the world but we must also be dedicated to each other. My heart, mind, body and soul goes out to each and every one of you. If you dont remember anything from this, at least remember this, "mass murder makes me happy, dead bodies make me happy, say what you will of me, I'll always have juggalo family" -Dark Lotus- We are juggalos, united we stand forever dude that was deep as fuck but you know it still rung true. Just because theres juggalos and juggalettes out there who are uper world. personally i based my whole existance on the fans and my favorite song of all time is juggalo family because it reminds me of the older days when we was all the same...no better or no worse, just because of our finacial status or our educational status or how much weed we smoke or how much we drink or what we do or whether or not we have a hatchet man tatooed on our bodies or a 24 karat hatchet man with tons of diamonds and shit doesn't mean your anymore of a juggalo/lette than else in our family! and thats all that matters...so to everyone out there who thinks they're more of a juggalo than someone else cuz you have more shit...you aint a fuckin juggalo your a bitch!