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two of my most favorite three nights in a row. i just luv devil's nite. I'm going out w/my husbans 2 c his band play + 2 celebrate. punk rock + lots of it. then 2morrow its back w/the kiddies 2 pass out candy while the hubby takes the little 1s out 2 get thiers. then its private celebration. its the 1 time of the year when we can all b ourselves + no 1 cares. but 4 me, that never changes. everybody knows i'm a witch, only how i dress changes, what i do, mite change. but celebrating harvest + welcoming the dead never do. saying good bye to loved 1s lost, i will miss them. i lost my grammy this year, that will b hard 4 me 2 say good bye. but she is better off than the rest of us. may she find peace + light and may Osiris watch over her.

then there is the full moon again, and our beloved goddess Lilith. all is happening so fast this month. i cant wait 2 shine in her light if this rain ever stops. mayb i should call upon the elements as my husband asked and ask it to stop, if just for a little while.

then we'll b celebrating my b-day, yea!!!!!!! i cant wait 2 go hang w/our friends. and have our party we've been planning.

i would say let nothin rain on my parade, but any1 who worships the great lord + lady knows what a sense of humor they have. so i wont say it.

i have always luvd vampires. growing up. out of all the horror flicks i used 2 watch as a kid, they have always been my fav. just as i hve always believd that they and all the otherkins were real, i have found most recently they were.

my families hystory has always been about witches, i have always known i was a witch, i never even 2nd guessd it. but when sum1 came 2 me and said 'oh, by the way, ur part vampire 2', it was kinda hard 4 me to take @ 1st.

i had spent all my life 2 this point studying otherkins + knew just about everything, or so i thought. i took a great deal of time studying and changing my views on the old ways on what vampires used 2 b.

i know they're not from the movies anymore. they r much different. i also know they arent always so nice and friendly as the now aday movies proclaim them 2 b.

just as i also know the bloodstone on this website and all the other websites ive seen isnt as accurate as they want us 2 think it is. i wont say how i know this, but i do. lets just say my families history came and opend my eyes in more ways than 1.

the problem now is i dont want 2 learn what its like 2 b a vampire thru the 1s who claim 2 b long lost family and know what i possess. they r cruel and vandictive. i want 2 learn from sum1 w/respect.

i read a book that says true vamprire has respect + doesn't take w/out asking. so i guess i have 2 ask myself why do they, why don't they follow the same rules?