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I was in a car accident 2 weeks ago. It hurts me too much to sit at my desk for more than 5 minutes at a time, so I won't be online very much at all. I have been going to the chiropractor, had some x-rays done and my back is all f*cked up. I have about 6 pinched nerves and that alone makes it hard to just move my right arm and right leg. I can barely walk, I have to use a wheelchair if I go anywhere at all. I have to continue seeing my chiropractor every day for the next 6 weeks and then once a week for a year after that. My whole spine is so messed up I can't even explain, but let me try.



From just below my neck all the way to just below the small of my back, I have no curve at all in my spine, and it is crooked, tilting to the right by about an inch. The spine is supposed to have a soft curve at the top going out and a soft curve at the small of the back going back in. Just below the small of my back, my spine over corrects itself and every vertebra of the Lumbar are pinching a nerve, which makes my right side hurt like hell. The Cervical part of my spine is completly straight exept the top vertebra. In the x-rays, I could see 2 clouds. The chiropractor told me that only 20% of the pain is what I feel in my right side. The other 80% goes to stuff on the inside. The clouds are gas that's forming in my uterus and my bladder. The gas forming in my uterus can determine if I can get pregnant and/or carry a baby. My cervix is also twisted by about 40 degrees, which is also very painful. The chiropractor said that if the problem dosen't get fixed, my vertebra can fuse together and then it just can't be fixed. So, once again, I will not be online very much, due to the fact that I can't stand the pain. I have a high tolerence of pain, but this is too much. I have put some pictures in here so you can see what I am talking about, hopefully this helps you to visualise. I will talk to every one when I get a chance. I have yahoo messenger, but make sure you state who you are or I will not answer back for any reason. My username on yahoo is starlite8083. :)



Love,

Loni

Well, Mike and I went to look at some property today. It's just down the street from our house, pretty much. It used to be a hotel type of thing. The property has one large house that has 4 one bedroom apartments in it and 5 cabins around the big house. The whole thing is run down and hasn't been lived in since at least 2002. But, it looks like all the fixing up is cosmetic, really. All of the buildings are very sturdy. Some broken windows and the such. All of the little apartments have a fridge/freezer and a stove/oven. Most of the fridges still have nasty moldy growing food in them, which is totally nasty, but that is easly taken care of at the car wash. lol. Mike and I are looking at buying this property. It's going for really cheap, considering it's 3 city lots. Mike can get all of the supplies we need to fix each apartment up for free from work. It will just take alot of man hours to get it done. We want to rent out each apartment at about $300 each... perfect for a single person or newly married couple or some one just stopping in town for a bit and want something a little more private than a hotel room. Just thought I would share this treasure we found the other day. :)

Well, anybody who knew I was pregnant... I lost the baby last Friday afternoon. I have been extremly depressed since then. I don't want condolences or "I'm sorry you lost the baby" or anything like that, I am only typing this in my journal because it makes me feel better. Any how, I need to stop now.