he paint my life with the colors of love..., he took my hands and lifted me up, so i can hear the angels sing....... i can almost touch the sky ,but then he just let me fall.....as he watched me fall , i asked him why.....? why....? why did you do this to me..........................? then he just closed his eyes and he didn't do anything ..... i don't know what to do that time ... i tried to spread my wings so i can fly... but i can't .... i tried again,but still i couldn't fly,,,, i'm so scared that time, i don't wanna fall .......! i was screaming and hopping that someone will come and hold my hands, so, i won't fall or someone will catchmeso i won't hurt or die when i fall,,,,,,, but, suddenly no one heAR ME , no one came to save me..........! maybe he's happy now bec. i'm broken/ bec. he see me suffer,,, and bec. he see me die.........!
he said, he'll stAY.......but did he really stay.....? no he didn't stay........!that's the reason why my days became as dark as night, the start of AGONY, 'COZ EVERYTIME I WAKE UP my tears start falling...,and wherever i go there's always a thing that reminds me of him.......his face and his memoriesare tattoed IN MY HEART AND SOUL,i'm missing him.... he's the moon who comforts me when i'm anxious,. he's the wind who sings a lullaby when i couldn't sleep.., he's my soldier who watched me while i'm sleeping..., he's the ray of the sun who touches my face in the morning ..., he's the one who keep me warm when i'm cold, and he's the air that i breathe, he's everything to me ,and now that he's gone i'm incomplete..... i don't wanna wake up anymore ,,, i wish that i could just sleep forever ....'dont wanna live at all..........!
COMMENTS
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bella03
10:41 Jun 04 2010
if you just call my name that time i'll surely catch you
unknownskull48
13:18 Dec 20 2010
Its sad but really touching.