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I see hell's deadly fire consuming your eyes, running black as night.

Your voice stirs the whispered hunger within me, my desire.

Words cannot describe the things that I yearn for you to bestow onto me.

I want you to pin me to your bed of blood red velvet and split my pale shell of a body wide open.

I want you to make me beg to acquire the permission to speak your name.

I want you to take everything I am and swallow it whole, never give it back, to leave me empty inside.

I want you to throw me agianst the wall and not allow me to ever disobey words spoken from those pale reaper like lips.

If I try to run, hunt me down and punish me with your pleasure consuming torcher.

Wrap your arms around me and force me to lie still.

Command me to see everything your way, remove my very will, and keep me forever.

Make me your slave.............

I beg of you, don't hold back any longer, I cannot bear this knawing, unfullfilled need.

Controll me, rule me, yield me,do with me as you wish.

So long as I can feel your touch set my cold flesh ablaze.

So long as your blood lust consumes me and threatens to entrall me for the remainder of eturnity.

I want your eyes to draw in my body like the blood that pours from your lips.

I hunger......Feed me, Master.....

Bing me to your body so tight that if all those spells where corsets, I would shurely suffocate and fall to the ground dead.

Make me forever the willing or unwilling prisoner in your newly erected temple, devoted to our love.

Here I am , draw your eyes open, hear my call, come take me away and set me free.

Save me from the hell in this frail mortal form....

Awaken me and save me from the nothing I have become.

Can you hear the devils fiddle

Tuning up to play me a tune

I am the last true riddle

But the questions will end soon



The horizon is calling

The light begins to rise

This is me falling

Savor this moment with your eyes



I will just fade away

The dust will spread through time

My heart is now empty

I cross the final line



Too many brand new sorrows

Enter my soul deep within

Im running out of tommorrows

To start over again



My face is a ghost

Of the one I left behind

The things I want the most

Are the things I hurt each time



But now my velvet darkness

Soothes my suffering soul

To make it to fates promise

Is now my only goal



I cannot take you with me

Cause all I have is where Ive been

And you just shouldnt be

Blamed for all this sin



Farewell to my lovers

Farewell to my friends

There will be no others

This is where my heart ends

Let my macabre lips caress you

Allow my lust roar a thousand cries

Clench your muscles

While you hold me inside



Moan to darkness and the beautiful stars

As I lacerate your insides



Let your virginal lust

Be my reward of the night



Over this steady breath

And climaxing moans

I claim you as mine

As I embrace you beneath the moon light

your skin forms the cover of my book of the dead

your sinews are binding that i use as a thread

your blood is the ink that stains the pages red

your bone is the pen that i write with instead



your heart is the inkwell from where i dip my pen

your eyes erase the mistakes on pages cast in sin

in life you was useless. heartless and harsh my words meant nothing in that cold frozen heart

so i put you to use my words now etched on your skin for now you have no choice but to listen from within

The sky above is more clouded than blue,

The ground is potted and laid to waste.

Everything is quiet, the wildlife is few,

Death surrounds us with a dislikeful taste.



No more shouts and cries,

No more blazing through the random weather.

A lone soldier collapses before he dies,

With blood running from under his belt of leather.



The day seems young, yet it seems so long,

Devastation and excitement fill the air more.

Emerging like rabbits to join in with the song,

The fight is over, no killing, no war.

gripped by emotions

violent embraces

shatter of tears

tearing thru silence

surging vengefully

exposing frailties

of portrayed facade

crushing broken walls

washing away

ashened soul

lost in lies

of constructed self

be no more...

no more to be

Rot inside a corpse's shell.

Trapped between Earth and Hell.

Red elixir our only release,

From the pain of age old beast.

Beauty of death through blood red eyes.

Hate and loathing of life's last sighs.

Blood is the life.

Through the night the death we make.

Living in night's crimson certain.

Dying in days, every person.

We are living Death.

Somewhere you sit and laugh at this corpse you made

Faded memories make this lost soul come to life

Distant echoes call to take the life you save

And Im left on the edge of the knife



Where will the fantasies be when you get to see them come true

Will they be lost by then never to be retrieved

Will they still somehow still even be a part of you

Or has my heart been now and forever deceived



Fading into the night, I see the last rays of the day

And fading into the night I see the nightmares left in your wake

Darkness falls, the fates they call, and you just walk away

Leaving me bleeding for the deaths sake



Misguide me and lied to me because I ask you to

And leave me because I wanted only to be left alone

Im the bad girl, the antichrist, the martyr and the saint for you

Nail me to this cross of lies that leaves me shattered and prone



Draw blood with your deceitful blows and Ill turn the other cheek

Surrender to the broken and find your salvation in the yesterday

And maybe one day the veil will lift and show you what it is you seek

Stare at the pool under my broken form smile your guilt away



Find me a love or find me a grave

Remember that its the romance not the life you save

Love is a master and I am just a slave

...find me a love...or find me a grave...

I want you to see me

Now as I stare into

This tortured abyss

The home that I loved

Is making me strain

To find clarity

Purpose and meaning

What is my destiny

What am I to become

Sitting here amongst

Mortals and Immortals

Befriended by both

Admired and loved

By most of them

Protected by a few

Given free reign

By others

What is it that

They so often see

That I seem not

To know?

I lie awake at night,

just waiting for something to happen,

whether it’s just a glitter of hope,

Happiness and love.



But i’m growing tired now,

I want to sleep,

but still I wait,

I lie awake…



I want those feelings,

instead of this haunting,

I want to feel alive,

but only you hold the miracles.



I just want someone to come,

and hold me for just a second,

in love and warmth;

I want to feel their heart pumping.



I wish for a thrill,

a taste of forbidden passion,

only you can deliver,

so come back to me now.



To give me that feeling,

that skipping of a heartbeat,

that only happens,

when you give me your love.

Left alone in the thickening dark

Upon my body lies softly your mark

Above my head is the dimmest of lights

Trapped in a well for uncountable nights

From far away, I hear a dim song

Promising me I'll be free before long

Telling me of a tunnel in the stone

Which, upon it, my senses could not hone

Feeling around I soon found the dark path

To follow it through, I would face your God's wrath

I enter and feel the slow steady water

Soft and quick steps won't allow me to falter

When I brake through, breathing air that you gave

I find I just dug myself out of my grave

Black day’s love me,

Bright days scar me,

Guided bye the Blinding Light,

He didn’t give up that fight,

But here I am,

Alone tonight,

Waiting for the light of day,

There’s nothing more to say,

And I’ve gone underground,

Cause I don’t want to be found,

Why can’t the moon shine for always?

Free me from this cage of solid hopes,

Free me from these Chains of faith,

Give me something more to hold onto,

Cause your all I got.

When perfect peace in thy fair ways I found

My soul felt love



In this world of mine

Words allured my heart



Not love but lawless desire

Curiosity slays the soul

My devotion still most rare

Friends on Earth

I claim valentines divine

It was beauty

It was all of Nature's glory in one form

But then, suddenly,

I realized that it was all wrong

This was darkness, not light

And this form murdered innocents

This thing melded with the night.

Towards death this form hints

A vampire.

Could I trust something so wrong?

I tried to do my best

I had not loved for so very long

You know all of the rest

This form is not as they say

It is vulnerable and it is weak

For its undeath it will always pay

For redemption it's cursed to seek

A vampire.







That is why it protects me.

That is why it cares

It took long for me to see

Past the cloak he always wears

But the passion I found there

Is something you would not believe

To see its real self is rare

Because to humans it will always be

A vampire.

Shall I ever glimpse a night where your memory does not haut me?

Vivid dreams clinging like cobwebs to my skin, reluctant to fade away.

Burning images of your “loving” face perpetually engraved into me.

Peaceful rest seems an illusion never to be obtained.



Shall I ever know a day when I do not see you in every stranger that passes?

Horrid cases of mistaken identity that make me doubt my sanity.

Doing a double take on ever face I catch sight of.

Always wondering if you are clocking yourself around ever corner.



Shall I ever experience a time when I do not crave your punishment?

My warped mind hungers for your tender treatment.

Tears stream down my face at the thought of you, yet I yearn for your touch.

I would have never predicted that I would ache for the affections of my tormenter once I had escaped his demonic grasp

he is another sold lost to the world

I am on a mission to save him

he questions his love for me

yet he tells me that it is so

I love him as he was me, and my very body

yet this pain will not let me be.

why can love not be like the feeding

warm and easy to take

it is like the giving life

not done

and forbidding

he can take yet not give

another soul lost

I see hell's deadly fire consuming your eyes, running black as night.

Your voice stirs the whispered hunger within me, my desire.

Words cannot describe the things that I yearn for you to bestow onto me.

I want you to pin me to your bed of blood red velvet and split my pale shell of a body wide open.

I want you to make me beg to acquire the permission to speak your name.

I want you to take everything I am and swallow it whole, never give it back, to leave me empty inside.

I want you to throw me agianst the wall and not allow me to ever disobey words spoken from those pale reaper like lips.

If I try to run, hunt me down and punish me with you pleasure consuming tourchures.

Wrap your arms around me and force me to lie still.

Command me to see everything your way, remove my very will, and keep me forever.

Make me your slave.............

I beg of you, don't hold back any longer, I cannot bear this knawing, unfullfilled need.

Controll me, rule me, yield me,do with me as you wish.

So long as I can feel your touch set my cold flesh ablaze.

So long as your blood lust consumes me and threatens to entrall me for the remainder of eturnity.

I want your eyes to draw in my body like the blood that pours from your lips.

I hunger......Feed me, Master.....

Bing me to your body so tight that if all those spells where corsets, I would surely suffocate and fall to the ground dead.

Make me forever the willing or unwilling prisoner in your newly erected temple, devoted to our love.

Here I am my love , draw your eyes open, hear my call, come take me away and set me free.

Save me from the hell in this frail mortal form....

Awaken me and save me from the nothing I have become.