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sitting here i think,

what tommorrow brings,

will i die or live,

will i hear her sing,

will my voice carry on and bring her joy,

or will it fade away,

will she never hear it,

beating my heart eyes half glazed,

unable to look away,

i love and feel for her in ways,

i want her now and always,

maybe i can get a kiss sweetly on the cheek,

before she squirts me with a hose,

and i have to go to war,

water guns and balloon gernades,

ill sit low in the trench,

happy that its her and not somebody else,

lick my lips and wait to strike,

shes right above me now,

HEY! she emptied my gun and poked holes in my gernades,

looking up i see her smile and werily i smile back,

this hose is going to hurt alot,

i may not come back,

gushing water now im dead,

in a pool of murky liquid,

crack open one eye to see that its all over,

so i lean up and smile to her and throw on her some mud,

that wasint fair you know vo'el,

sheill just stick out her tongue,

sheill laugh to herself and at the way i look before kissing me again,

before i give the chase.

noodle of my heart,

and sauce that is my soul,

she eat speggetti every night,

it never will grow old,

new flavors sprout up,

new things here and there,

she is of course not eating noodles cause that would just be weird,

so she has my heart and soul,

the dish of gods and kings,

a dish served extreamly well,

especially with ice cream,

dont ask me why im a bit unwell,

but thought that you might like to know,

speggeti is my love for her,

and the pot is always full.

although it may pain my heart i know that she is mine,

i know that we will play paintball, and fight all the time,

i know that when the sun sets we will catch lightening bugs,

run in the feilds and laugh all night long as we always will,

play tag we will and be good friends,

always and forever,

lovers in another life,

lovers are we forever,

my sweet voel i miss her so,

but we will meet again,

cause im getting tickets to NY,

and by god ill make the trip,

live alone i will eating ramen noodles,

wile talking on the phone and writing in my journal,

she is my love, she is my life, shes my heart and soul,

shes my team mate on halo 3,

and she never will grow older,

of mind and state and happy days,

we will spend our lives,

ill be with her forever,

and never tell her lies,

my heart it breaks to know,

i will not be her husband,

that just for now it will not be,

but later i will have her,

so snuggle up with her chris and say your beddy byes,

cause come the next life that i live,

kourtney will be mine.



in humor and seriousness as well as love for a woman of incredible tallent and wisdom.



p.s.

Ghost rider the movie was produced by marvle so it seems like they might not have messed it all up.

they made spider man also.

take care i may be on the computer for the entire hour.

The heart is tugged by two,

the soul is ripped in half,

why must i give her up,

why must it make me sad,

to leave her with another,

i know he treats her well,

a man of honor and courage,

and yet it is my heart that stings,



so will the days go by,

and will the pain heal,

or am i doomed to live alone,

to keep the pain i feel,

spiraling in circles of wonder,

thinking to myself,



i miss her each day i wake,

each day i eat my lunch,

and when i lay to rest,

my dreams they are of her,

so when the world stops spinning and the days are gone,

my youth it may be used up,

but never for her my love.



For the woman of my dreams, my vo'el.

and in knowing that shes happy, as only as i wished her to be.

month of love comes and goes,

feelings they ebb and flow,

one day it is the strongest felt,

passion, pain, regret, and joy,

day of chocolate, candy, flowers, aglow,

youthful love is in the air,

and slowly it will disappear,

for once a month,

only in a day,

people love more,

than anything.

Left or right,

straight or back,

the roads you cannot choose,

dreams of love and warmth and time,

these are not your dream,

with time and patients,

the strength of me,

ill raise you up and keep you alive,



i fall asleep thinking of the day,

perhaps tommorrow it may rain,

ill find you standing on a corner,

tears are hidden eyes are golden,

ill step up to you without you knowing,

reach around and hold you close,

a breath you take a word is wisperd,

a kiss ill give and it will be over.



was nightmares the path you chose,

perhaps the best i do not know,

happyness is what i want,

for me your life is golden sun,

its pale moon,

and twilight stars,

its snowy village in the rien,

a little cabin in the snow,

warm fire and candles glow,

i know someday we will be there,

chilled by evening air,

ill hold you close and kiss your cheek,

and forever happy will you be,

my voel love of my life,

you live away another life,

in different city,

with different plan,

perhaps in days not so far away,

weill talk again and things shall be,

ill hold you up and keep you strong,

with love in my voice ill sing a song,

one word that you should remmeber well,

spagetti is a dish that we both know well.

Of all the things youve given me,

Patients one of them,

I seem to feel a feeling deep inside,

what is this feeling so weird,

it makes me whant to fly,

to take you in my arms,

be there when you cry,

why does it want me,

to take care of you forever,

to make sure a smiles in your heart,

makeing sure your never lonely,

what is this feeling deep inside even when your gone,

i wait and stay there with you,

in soul forever it lasts,

i do not know the future,

and cannot tell the past,

but if my feelings right,

ive known you for longer than a wile,

years is nothing to the time,

ive known you day and night,

even when you do not speak,

i can hear your words,

glistening on the air,

currents cool yet warm,

maybe you think we should part,

maybe you want me more,

but since the day i met you,

so very long ago,

ive been with you every second,

a year in your own eyes,

and remain withing you even in death,

even when you cry,

tall and strong am i,

yet brittle yes at times,

my sweet voel had called me to her,

many many times,

she may not get to hold me,

at least not for a bit,

day will fade,

night will follow too,

but the love i have for you my love,

will always outlast time.

Every second she does count slowly passing by,

rips and tears and binds,

you think you know the worth of pain,

days in a year,

she counts the seconds passing by each one,

struggling just to live one more she thinks about her life,

the past the present,

tommorrow could be goodbye,

Pain you say is when you loose your favorite blue shirt,

but pain is seconds passing by always feeling hurt,

you tell me that your girlfriend left you over some other guy,

you think thats pain,

its nothing in her eyes.



Walking with a smile on her lips as she does,

inside blades are tearing her heart,

pain i not a word to her,

its is a way of life,

the tears are rivers,

memories of life,

so pain are fish swimming in her sea,

missery its name consuming her and me,

you ask me why it hurts me so,

when its her pain alone,

I turn my eyes full of pain just as well as fear,

you thought you loved your girlfriend and may even think that now,

but i know this from my heart and soul,

the days go by the seconds too,

i cannot count them all,

continues pain for fear of her is what i feel right now,

he laughs at me and turns away mocking all these words turning back be speaks with hallow tone,

i lost my girlfriend and my shirt,

my lifes a toatle wast,

what more could be taken from me those things i cant replace,

Shoving him against a wall i tear through his soul my eyes a hellishfurry of sadness dark and cold,

you cannot understand her pain you cannot feel it thrive,

every heartbeat in rythym with mine,

she lives so far away i cannot feel her touch,

eyes so beautiful,

so dark,

so rich,

Angels blonde with skin gold white,

is not the way it is,

some angels are dark haired,

pain flowing in there veins,

every second of my life if felt her near yet far,

so unfair is the world that i cannot touch her now,

feel the softness of her breath a soft steady sound,

For an endless time she would not speak with me,

forsaken, a dream, i thought it was to be,

Let the sun go dark and the world be turned to ice,

i Love her more than anything,

and never give up the fight,

im here for her even if days turn to years,

if she did not speak to me and forsook me for a thousand years,

the day she spoke a word to me filled with pain and tears,

id hold her close and gently stroke her hair,

tell her its alright and that id always be there,

that what true love is,

what i feel for her,

my voel so far away,

and yet not so far at all.