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Its late night and im just trying to talk with someone, no one wants to talk or no ones around. i have no idea what tommorrow will be like,

hopefully ill get to talk with you.

you know who you are.

thats right everyone, the sword weilding stud is published, with more on the way.

the book is titled immortal versus.

im working on more works and submitting everything i can but hey im published i even have my own copywrite. LOL.

its great, and its one of many publications that i will have.

Currently lisening to: Slave by the evolutionaries.



Im going to try and figure out who i am.

it seems to me that im a great friend, but as a lover i fail.

Im not sure whats going on right now ill try and figure it out.

most likely its just in my head.



do today a teacher threatens or declairs that i am to be asigned a social worker and that i will have to go to court because of being late to class.

this is confusing and i have no idea whats going on about it.

first lets see, the teacher teaches reading,

as most of you may already klnow im a good writer if i do say so myself, and my reading level has been at 12th grade since 5th as well as ive scored above college level on tests that all said the same thing my reading is above college level.

so then she teaches us to read.....thats all........reading.....reading comprehention.

odd, i thought every student was intitled to equal education.....doesint seem like it applies here.

may the laws of gravity dont apply eaither but i doubt it as i almost fell down the stairs.

i need to learn grammer/spelling/and puncuation.

but im learning reading......Rogers high school is failing me greatly.

One of my goals is to become a great writer one of legendary praportions.

to become a great poet and writer.

to be remmeberd and to read my works when i am reborn into the world later. ( note this is my beleif, you are resurected, new souls are made yes, but i beleive you are resurected into another body, loosing your family and friends, but you make new ones, your soul make will find you no matter how old she/he is and you will spend your days together forever, if you dont find them, there are further chances, but each life is preceous, it hasint been refined yet so my beleifs are a bit hazy in that area) I want to prove to everyone that im someone of great immportance, i want to be there for all my friends, and for my wife, maybe not marrige, in time ill know what i truly want but right now i know i want to be a writer and help other people to be not the knight in shinning armor, but the vampire that floats into your life, the dark thunderstorm that strikes those who do the innocent injustice and then slip away leaving a friend and a new chance for them.

so many different sides to one person a rubix cube can be easier to figure out than an actual person can be.

Dig deep into me and you shall see my soul, dig deeper and you shall see my heart, deeper still and that is were i lye, may you who finds me unlock my chains and set me free.



well guys i have to go ill talk more later if you even want to read it lol. see you guys soon. bye.



p.s.

Technical difficulties with my home computer, please be patient thank you, and thoe who have my phone number call me anytime i should be awake ask for Robert. see ya guys.

Burning i arch my back,

A creature rises,

PLeasure to you,

instinct to me,

It rips me from the sane world,

My blood burns with this passtion,

and this pain,

my blood burns with the rage of lust,

Whatever i may be,

it lusts to get out,

and thirsts for blood as well as more exotic flavors.

when i die, i will be reborn before her and ill find her, my voel.unbbbbbb

Ill take it all with me when i die,

the curses of those who live,

the lies of those who dont know truth,

ill take the heartach,

I flex my hands blood running down them,

the keybord bloody,

my fangs sharp and baren,

heat pours from my body,

my eyes focusing and hateful,

my heart beating slower each second,

slower,

it beats so slow now how can you tell if its even alive,

my tongue coated in blood,

my throat torn and punctured,

my eyes slowly clouding over,

so slow,

so slow,

slower,

so cold...../...

endw of this painnnga a d htae

The Evolutionaries Slave Lyrics

If I've only got one life.

I won't waste mine in spite -

distraught and gone blind,

I'm drained of all my fight...



I won't move where you tell me,

if I smile it's obligatory,

I'm not your's,

I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery...



I won't move where you tell me,

if I smile it's obligatory,

I'm not your's,

I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery...



-



I don't know you but I'll,

change you if you let me,

by my left hand you will die,

and by the right you'll come alive -

drink my blood...

Eat my flesh -

take your love out on me,

bondage is what I know best.



I won't move where you tell me,

if I smile it's obligatory,

I'm not your's,

I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery...



I won't move where you tell me,

if I smile it's obligatory,

I'm not your's,

I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery...



I won't move where you tell me,

if I smile it's obligatory,

I'm not your's,

I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery...



I'm not your's, I never will be,

I'm not your's, I never will be,

I'm not your's, I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery -



I'm not your's, I never will be,

I'm not your's, I never will be,

I'm not your's, I never will be,

I'm a slave to the misery.



My favorite song,

Slave - The Evolutionaries

The words, make me........Die.......

I wait,

Not because i have to,

not because my honor is on the line,

not because she says she minipulated me,

is it then because im a fool?

is it because im wasting my time for someone who doesint care about me.

Maybe she gets kicks out of messing with me,

maybe she likes the feeling of haveing someone else careing for her when she doesint care for them.

Maybe,

Do i think these things?

No.

I miss her,

Ill live my life,

Ill acheive my dreams and goals.

so then why all the patients and devotion to someone who i cannot see,

with someone that i cannot speak with,

that i cannot have.

Because i told her,

id watch her back,

because from the moment that we became friends it sealed it forever.

Wait i will but i shall live,

care for her but i shall not fall,

love her and hold her dear,

but i will not and can not betray her trust,

and i cannot destroy her happyness.

A lone wolf has one they care for deeper inside then anyone knows,

walking through the snow he stalks prey and kills his enemies without remorse,

no family he walks forever alone,

but on nights when the moon is shadowed and clouds overtake the sky,

when none can see him he does not stalk his prey,

he watches from a distance,

he watches the one he loves and so he lives his life as such.

The lone wolf known as me,

walks forever seeking destiny,

and watching from afar the woman he loves.

lifes going well, except for my love.

but she is what inspires me so, i mean at this time,

i miss her deeply,

but know that it is her choice and life that she must live,

perhaps she will talk to me one day,

at a book signing but it doesint matter to me if it was on the street in my house or online,

ill see her again my voel,

probally wondering why and who voel is

she is the love of my life,

in body mind and soul,

she is the peak of romance and intelligance,

although it doesint always seem that way,

its one of the reasons i love her so.

enjoy the writting theres plenty more,

enjoy.

A new month,

new feelings as well.

i feel her some were unable to read her words, but can hear her cry.

she doesnt know how much i care,

or the fact that she never led me down a wrong road,

she beleives that she is bad for me,

in all truth and honesty,

but she is light,

gold and pure,

she is night,

mysterious and cool.



She my voel in my heart and soul,

thinks that she is a plague,

that shes to old,

no matter body just the mind,

we match together,

we entwine,

the nights go by as does the day,

shes in my heart in mind and day,

ill wait for her,

even till death does it take my soul,

till days when we both are reborn,

misfortune has cursed me now,

cursed our paths and whipped my back,

driving me down paths unknown,

im here for her,

shes in my dreams.

In hopes you hear these words my voel.

I love and miss you very much.

Even if you cannot be with me,

it does not mean we cannot be together forever.