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How in the hell did I end up with nocturnal being? It seems I have chosen a relationship where I now am finding myself wanting to be nocturnal as well. However the fact that I work a regular job somedays it's 7-3:30 up along with emergency call. Others it's 8:30 to 5:00 late shift. My last 2 week pay period I had 110 hrs. I have been at this job for going on 12 years. Iwork as an xray tech,sm rural hospital not much high trauma here. Lots of elderly,retirement community. So I have been semi nocturnal due to my job,called anywhere between the hours of 5 pm and 7:30 AM. People can't schedule in a heart attack. So needles to say I have become accustomed to sleep deprivation. I now have a man whom I fing Love so damn much he fing makes me want to give him the moon. I find myself so in every way wanting to please him, however due to I'm an aries,the ram. I'm a little stubborn. I do find pleasure immense in being his sex slave. I am his and what he says goes. I love it. I am his favorite new toy!. However we seem to miss each other due to our sched. His is whatever. Mines a reg wk sceduled week. I as I have found somewhat to my dismay am lonely ,I miss my previous man-He died. This month would have been our 21st anniversary, He adored me.He called me beautiful every day whether I was 150 lbs or not. His love was so true. I just miss the simple fact of making out with him. I miss his kisses. Even after 18 years together we still had the hots for each other. sex rocked. I guess I must learn to move foreward with the next chapter of my life. Don't look back deb only forward...

Much Respect, thank you all for allowing into our family I will try to bring honor an truth always. I am new and learning so be a little gentle! Or not! Whaaa