I am again living life and always learning. Be kind, it will come back to you. Karma is a bitch, I really believe that energy, which we as humans, put out into the world comes back. I choose to put out a level of energy that is compassionate to my fellow mankind. Judge not. What right do I have to judge anyone? Believe in yourself! Love yourself for the unique being you are!
We as humans are always changing, growing. I am always at the edge of change. Each day I see subtle ways I am becoming someone new. My new mate is, by my choice, of course making me into the new me. I submit my will freely to him, yes I choose this. I am so happy to feel my will caving in to his needs. I cannot get enough of his attention. I feel a little out of control, difficult for me as my previous mate of 18 1/2 years allowed me to be the dominate in our relationship. Why do I like this change. I don't know. Maybe I want the freedom to not have to decide. By choosing to let him have the power. It seems I'm a little bit twisted, like that's new deb
I am another year older, I am feeling really at ease with my being. Bi-sexual, open, honest, truthful,kind,loyal and loving. I am also a spitfire aries who is feisty and playful. I am so happy to have 4 days off work to celebrate my day of birth and enjoy a little me time!
This is the bday mo of my deceased mate of 18 1/2 yrs. He would have been 58. I miss his beautiful blue eyes. I miss his gentle words of love. I miss how he would tell me religiously how he would tell me I was Beautiful. I miss his hands. I miss his smile,the twinkle in his eyes, all his overly sexual innuendoes. I really miss our love altogether. Why must it be this way. I know I'm blessed to have found love again, it's just different, I am not ungrateful, just a little melancholy this mo., for what once was and can never be again!
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I am so very, very sorry for your loss, and at the same time happy to hear that love has found you again. Lightning doesn't often strike twice.
Behind echoing words we find moments of connection, ever so still they are there with us when we remember so fondly.
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