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ugh so much typing for 1 person and so much emotion....iris i luv that song...i can still hear u whispering it in my ear as ur holding me and im so happy im crying but i dont want u to see my tears cuz then u'll say something and i dont want every1 to kno im crying...

okaii so im sure ppl hav read my profile in the last 2 months and read that i was w/ this guy nicknamed shadow, well shXt happened and now it's done...well it's been over for like 3 weeks now... anyway i had this thing w/ his name on it surrounded by hearts in my pencil case. i ripped it up and threw it out, i had a d+k thing in my locket also threw that out. okaii so im totally over him rite?? yeah,so wuts the big deal?? i'm still so in luv with him and the weekend after we broke up i had my friend myspaced this letter to him that i wrote tellin him i still loved him and all but to no avail...we're still no longer and all that following week i tried so hard to get him back, wearing stuff he liked talking to him and everything, nothing...ppl tell me he still likes me but i kno how he is, he doesnt express his emotions unless it's in private like someone's room. (no i didn't do the nasty) well i so some witchcraft (pendulums) and that said he still loves me and im not over him and that he misses me and wants me back and that he'll ask me bakc out and all this but i've been sitting here being in love with a guy im over...i did 2 spells to get him back. today he wasn't in school so im hoping he was having a thinking day and tommorow will be it! idk... i'm trying to not call him or email him cuz wut if he doesnt ask me back out and i sit here all alone and sad...then wut???i'll just be wasting my time. i think i still luv him cuz he's the first guy to tell me he luvs me and to hold me and kiss me the way he did and my first emo boyfriend which is something i've been praying ( HAHAHA im atheist) for for so long....im a pathetic romantic so getting over something so awesum is SO hard for me....he's the first reason i cut...i miss u love... come back to me...ill give u another chance dont worry...

okaii, quick thought, wouldn't crying blood hurt??? u'd be like bleeding out ur eyes?? like ebola??? (ebola-disease where u bleed from every opening) like usually wen u bleed it hurts so, really, wouldn't ie be like an eye pain...??? just sayin...