bout ready to give the fuck up.im tired of being fucking blocked when ive dont nothing the fuck wrong.wtf is wrong with everyone?what is causing everyone to block?seriously thinking bout deleting my account yet again.fuck!!
so yeah in a pretty good mood today.ty shout out.u know who u r.
im trying so hard to stay positive.church tonite was not satisfying at all.in fact my mood has decreased even more.debating wheither or not if i should continue to go.feeling at my lowest
feb 14,1994 momma i miss u.tomorrow marks an anniversary of her untimely death.rip sheryl brenda cournoyer.i love and miss u momma.gone but not forgotten.scarred for life on that day.i wanna go home to be with her.
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I am so sorry that you lost your mother on Livers Day so it must be hard an rather painful for you. My heart goes out too you.
i feel like giving up.i dont feel loved at all.y was i even created?everyone hates me.
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do not give up that means they have won maybe I should take my own advice cause I feel same way.. dam drama
I like you as a good friend I will talk with you if you need someone to listen an lean on.
debating if i should delete this profile as well.noone cares or loves me anywzy.
maybe i should refrain from talking to anyone today.im just getting upset with everyone.
Today I'm confused.more than usual.had a reading done today.it was rather where.things aren't moving as fast as I hoped.maybe I made a mistake in coming back to VR?I see now another reason as to y I left other than leaving because he left.i just need 1 cool person to let me in.i hope I get what I want.
feeling sad today.well right now anyway.1st birthday with no grandparents around.my last grandmother died back on july 4,2016.i feel numb.i hope he understands i didnt mean to hurt him.i am after all just a pet to him nothing more.
im so confused yet broken.he desires me.im thankful for that.its nice to be desired.what if i want more than that.ive been talking to him on and off for years now.hes the only one i would ever truely trust.im ready to pour my heart out to him.but im gonna wait.maybe hes not ready for me.maybe im just idk.im broken not good enough for him
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RaynesAsylum
02:04 Feb 18 2017
blocks are just blocks it ain't real life
TheWriter
23:45 Feb 09 2018
Blocks just make you work harder to get to the next level. Have yet to block anyone nor give negative honors.