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i love kids, there awsome, but 3 kids in the toy department at wal-mart is bad. we get there hed to the toy department and thats when all the fun started. right away they were grabbing everything they couldnt have. everything they wanted was way to much money. and also right where they can reach. go figure. so after about 30 mins of saying no. i finally start showing them what they can have. and as soon as one picked out a toy the other wanted a dif. one.



so after the toys were picked out. we went to get them a movie. which also sucked. my mom thought the happy feet movie was allready out and got it stuck in there heads that thats what we were getting. so we went to the electronics section and started looking for the damn movie, when i saw a big sign that said march 27. next tuesday. so then they all started crying in the mid of the store. and of course, everyone had to stop and look at what was going on. i calm them down and tell them we will get another movie which took about an hour to pick out. we ended up with ice age 2. so as soon as we picked out the movie i made a bee line for the check out section. and home i went. wal-mart never again. lol

i have a name right now. but i need a new one. 7 ppl have that damn name. and i want something original. if you have any ideas send em my way please.

i ordered some guitar strings like 3 weeks ago and they still havent come in. ive called and they said they are in stock and should be on the way. grrrrrrrr im growing impatiant. i want my *beep* *beep* *beep* strings. i miss playing my guitar.

these last few days i have seen the world and my situation dif. like im seeing the world thru a diferent set of eyes. i dont know if its my new friend i met or just a new chapter in my life. but things seem a lil less bitter and a lil more joyfull. i havent thought about my ex in a week now. and coming to grips with reality that i might be raising my son alone. and im ready to take on the task no matter how hard it may be. im working on lyrics for my project. and waiting for my new strings to come in so i can finish writing some guitar parts to my music. i also might be getting a bass and a recorder soon. so i might be posting some demos on my myspace. im also working on a logo and hope to change my page up as soon as i get that done. im still looking for a good name. cause like 7 other ppl have that for a band name on myspace. but it will work for now.

ok fuck it, im tired of ppl asking me what i think about jesus and how he is the savier. i fucking hate the name jesus. there was no jesus, there was no burning bushes, no arc, no fucking great flood casued by god to punish ppl. the bible is full of shit. it was writen by simple minded ppl in a time when ppl believed the world was flat, that walrus's were mermaids, a time when women burned and stoned to death for reading. if a woman showed any kind of intelgence she was considerd to be a witch. and thats not all. history is full of millions of stupid ideas man kind had in the early days. and we are to believe that these ppl were all knowing and knew about religion and what happens when you die. that they can answer the questions that we cant ansewer today. fuck that.

the only thing you can count on is that a god of somekind exist. the creator the one who created the earth, sun and stars. to believe in a man with magic tricks as being the son of god is fucking stupid.