.•:*You're the first thing I think of .•:*
.•:*Each morning when I rise. .•:*
.•:*You're the last thing I think of .•:*
.•:*Each night when I close my eyes. .•:*
.•:*You're in each thought I have .•:*
.•:*And every breath I take. .•:*
.•:*My feelings are growing stronger .•:*
.•:*With every move I make. .•:*
.•:*I want to prove I love you .•:*
.•:*But that's the hardest part.
.•:*So, I'm giving all I have to give .•:*
.•:*To you... I give my heart
My boyfriend,
Left me waiting there,
In the cold dark hall.
He said he had to care of some business,
And I just stood there.
To everyone else,
I looked like a lost lonely child,
Who lost her mother in a shopping mall.
But that was not happening
You knew what was happening,
And what you were doing to me.
You knew you were hurting me,
But that did not make you stop
I had my doubts, but you always covered them up
With your soft sweet candy kisses against my neck.
Still, somtimes I felt as cold as
When your boyfrend says he hates you.
You never said you did,
But you also never said those 3 words that every girl wants.to hear
I was sick of waiting,-
I started walking whichever way my heart took me,
My heart was right.
When I saw what you were doing,
I had the feeling you get when your on a bike,
And you look at the car thats about to hit you,
Knowing it won't stop,
You don't know what to do
Until it bangs into you.
You were the car.
You butchered my heart like playdoh,
I could not believe what I saw.
But you and her looked happy together,
So I walked away.
And left you in that cold dark hall
How can I explain ?
The feelings pushed deep down inside of me , with only me to blame
I really want to tell him ,but I can't find the words to say,
Please don't go away
He is all I think about , he is the one I love
Everynight I lay awake
Debating what to say
Should I say something before he goes away?
Days and days go by
And his time has come to part
I know I should tell him
What is really in my heart
But the coward that I am
Stands there with nothing to say
With a hug goodbye , he drive away
Tears rolling down my cheeks as I turn away
The boy next door is gone forever
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