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Silken smiles can't hide your tears



Pretty lips hide feral teeth



Dazzling smiles hide foul words



Deceiving tears wear your beautiful face



Chase not the dark faerie



Love her well



Do not seek to know her



Eat of the faerie food



Live with her as she grows no older



You graying and dead



She dances on your dust bones

Why don't I matter to anyone?

Why can't I just be enough?

Questions are a too common

Like a freak in this world

Common

Like me

And no cares

For the ones that they see everyday

Your eyes pass me over

Everyone sheds their cares upon a page

And weep with a heavy heart

But do they know

Regardless my heart bleeds for them

Soon I shall be a broken thing

Nothing left

All drained away

Just to care for you

Love cast aside

Blood shed for you

It doesn't matter

It's enough just to know

You're still here

But not in my arms

Bled dry for you

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MsSanguinarius
05:57 Mar 10 2010

nice

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My secret is discovered



I ache in my heart



What a stupid idea



Amber



What a name!



A stupid person



She existed only in my head



She thought maddeningly of only one



Stupid person



Stupid girl!



What an idea



Pretend to be real?



Tell him you love him?



Isn’t that an idea?



Give him hope



Tell him lies



Make him smile



Tell him you love him



Fear catches within the real me



Hulking muscle ready to protect



Brotherly bonds would go used



I feared for nothing



Would he really hit me?



Do I really need to fear?



Should fear crawl so unabashed?



Fear for his revenge



What is there to fear from him?



Oh God that he stirred such feeling within me



I could write a thousand apologies



A thousand ways to say ‘I’m sorry!’



I could shout it forever



The pain in my heart won’t fade



My mask has broken to a thousand pieces



Oh what of the others?



The ones who truly do believe in him



The ones to ruin everything



They who would condemn me for such a cruel prank



It’s not a joke



Not met to be bad



My heart is bleeding



Who told him?



Did she?



The one with the broken heart?



Who?



Damn it



Who?



Who betrayed our secret?



Sapphire and Amber?



Who told him that Amber isn’t real?



Who?



Betrayal of me



Who?



I beseech thee



Tell me



Who?



He knows that I lied



I am sick



I am twisted



Well if I didn’t love you I wouldn’t have done it



Yeah I loved you



Deal with it



It was disgusting and I can’t stand it



Fine I loved you



Once I did



And I have yet again



Amber is dead



Has been for sometime



It’s just been me



For hours I longed to tell you



So you know



I made her



I am her



So many things I wanted



You were there



I carry scars for you



36 scars



36



I counted them



You don’t care



You really don’t care



Well I suppose no one can blame you



I tried to lie



I did lie



Mo is right I’m a great liar



Well no I’m good not great



You’re not



Only the best and most honest can see through me



Think about it



We lied



We betrayed



Who told you?



I’ll burn for you



In the seventh level



One away from Satan



He’s busy anyway



With Judas, Brutus and Cassius



They’re there



I’ll be here



Who knows maybe you’ll be there with me



I was once an angel



You were once the devil



Now the coin has flipped



I wanted to hurt you



I wanted you to cry



I want to destroy you



If they had know that maybe they wouldn’t have helped



You my boy were the first and perhaps the last



God I hate you



And yet I think I still love you



Just a little