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Well today, I am sitting here again, as always, never can forget my love Nicky! He committed suicide this last October 15th, I have always led two lives it seemed, the light one everyone felt I should lead But then Ive always had this dark side, And when I met my playboy Nicky (as I always called him), I could just be me, and he understood that dark side, He was there too I believe!! Its hard to imagine life without him, But I keep looking foward to what the darkside is going to bring me next I suppose!! I keep waiting to wake up to hear him say something or tell me what to do, Or even maybe he is my dark vampire that will come to my darkness and do the one bite im waiting for,, Sounds beautiful to me!! Well back to this lovely world!!

Until next time



Blessed Be

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Genesis
06:43 Apr 02 2008

A dark existence is the life without love.

Truly, not many can walk it.

The path is dark and littered with stumbling stones.

And none is there to lend a helping hand.



But the darkness is a lover itself.

It inspires deep thought and art as it mortally wounds the soul.

For those who can withstand, the darkness is the lover eternally damned.

And the master ever temperate in his ways.



Often in our dreams do the dark ones come.

With wings of bats they visit our sleep.

Lovers come and lovers gone they return to our side.

And in their shades we find the vampire lover we seek.

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I am sorry for your recent loss. Pain endures into the years, but memory of great times and great loves is the salve that makes the pain bearable.



Dark blessings, and I have added you as a friend. I copied this note to you directly in case you don't read your journal comments.

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I'm am starting this journey of such a realization to find out how diferent I really am, For those of you that understand what I mean! I have been everything in my life, a wife, a mother, workd for the Red Cross testing the blood supply that came in, as well as professionally dancing to entertainment dancing!! It seems I live for the darkness in my life, and it is very intreging to me to see what it is going to bring next!! People around me think its sort of out there, But can say its something very different and it excites me, an for all U real vampires out there, come find me, I'm always out there in the dark waiting!! :) Til next time my friends!!

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OniKumo
03:53 Mar 30 2008

LOL There are worse things lurking in the dark than mere vampires little one. LOL >;] Becarful what you ask for. LOL

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