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Jesus H Christ!!! There isn't a soul who is willing to help us get my mother into the hospital and into the nursing home for just two damned months. My mothers aide who has been going to bat for us has tried EVERYTHING!! She went to the borough, she went to the county, she tried my mothers primary care doctor, her urologist, she even tried going to eldercare. No one will lift a finger because Obamacare has changed the criteria for admitting patients. If my mother were in pain, she would probably be in the hospital but my mother doesnt feel pain internally. She would have to be on deaths goddam door, delirious out of her fucking mind before anyone will lift a finger. Obama lied. Oh you aren't going to ration healthcare?? WTF is this??? ITS RATIONING FUCKING HEALTHCARE YOU LYING SON OF A BITCH!!! And to think I actually voted for the bum. So now, I have to wait two months to get the mold taken care of in the house. I will have no aide for those two months because no agency will allow their workers to be in this house. I cannot do much, so the house is going to be a COMPLETE fucking hell hole once everything is taken care of with the mold. I am sorry I ever did anything. I should have left well enough alone and let the house just keep on cracking as right now the best thing that could happen is god forsaken place burns to the goddam ground and takes me with it. At least then I wouldn't have to deal with this crap anymore. Really wish I had some booze so I could drunk out of my goddam mind right now.

Not sure whats going to transpire in the next several days. Got a air quality report from one of the companies that I have contacted for the foundation work and its bad news. I have a mold problem in my crawl space. Bad enough that really no one but especially my mother should be living here. Its aspergillus penicillium and the count is 14000 spores per cubic meter which is really bad. The contractor is contacting the local health department so that we can get a social worker to get mom into a nursing home temporarily until we can get the problem taken care of. Well, thats 15 grand out the window. We have a start date of May 23. Now the thing is, will the health department let ME live here?? If not then what are my options? I cant see paying for a hotel room for over a month. Thats going to cost lots of $$ I just don't want to blow, especially with the foundation going to cost lots of $$$ as well. 29,000 as of the last estimate. Lets just say, I am a wreck right now. I really HATE social workers, especially since my Aunt Pat who is a social worker tried to have my mother institutionalized two years ago. Lets just say that right now in my opinion, the most frightening words in the English language are "I am from the government and I am here to help" Help?? Who?? You maybe to justify your job?? I have seen too many cases where social workers break up families, not keep them together. Its a conspiracy to destroy families in order to bolster the power of the state and make us all dependent on government to usher in a dictatorship. Sorry about the rant but right now I am frightened and I do NOT trust government at any level. They are ALL corrupt.