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by danielle



These eyes have broken into tears

In hope that someday you’d understand my fears

The pains which my heart has felt, I wish you knew

Simply because I fell for someone like you



Every night I pray on my knees

For you to wipe away my tears

But instead, you were the source

Of every pain I feel inside



How much I prayed to the lord above

Just for once that you see my love

I guess you were blind, and so am I

To pursue a love which was never meant



I was wrong to think

That maybe someday it would be you and me

I was so careless with my heart that I loved you

Even though it was tearing me apart



My love was just too strong

For even I to end

I don’t know how much longer I can withhold

The sorrow, which has kept me on my knees



I hoped for a better tomorrow

But I know it’s just another day of sorrow

Why do I keep on inflicting on myself

Pains, which you yourself...



Once took away from me

All I wanted was to call you my babe

And for us to be happy

But I see now that you feel contempt



With the life that you have

In which I know I am not included

Therefore I must once again dwell

In the past that I cannot elude



Why couldn’t you see

The warmth and tender care of my heart

A heart which would do anything and everything

That you could ever want or need?



Why couldn’t you feel

The love and passionate desires I showed to you

A love so deep and true

That nothing else could or would matter most?



Why couldn’t you hear

The words I’ve said and the voice of my affections

Affection near to perfection

Which an angel has planted in my heart?



I have restricted myself to loving again

Only because of you

I love you…

Why couldn’t you see?



I have rendered my heart

Only to be in your presence

But you couldn’t even see

For in your eyes I was invincible



You leave me with tears falling from my eyes

Confusion in my mind

A pain in my heart

And a love which will be lost forever



How do I live another day

With thoughts of you in my mind

Only to be the reason of my confusion

In my heart, where I wish you never were?



I gave you so much

That it hurts me to say

Not once did you deserve

The kind of love a person like me could give



Why couldn’t you just see

That you’re tormenting me?

I can’t take the pain inside

The hurt in my heart



I have loved you

Only to be hurt once again

Because my love you couldn’t see

Or probably because you chose not to see



I don’t know how else to tell you

That you’re hurting me so

These tears will continue to flow

Until my heart can mend



I don’t know when this pain will end

I just can’t understand

After all I’ve said and done

You still couldn’t see

by danielle



The time we were given was not long,

Neither did our relationship stand strong,

I was blinded by the fact,

That first love never dies,

But I guess it was never love....



I thought you really cared,

I thought I cared for you,

I thought you loved me,

I thought i really loved you,

But I guess it was never love.......



After we broke apart,

I thought I died inside,

I thought my heart was forever broken,

I thought I'd never love again,

But I guess they were all just thoughts..

'coz it was never love....



Now i realize, our love was just a game,

I hate you so much,

I hate hearing your name,

You mislead me, You left me alone,

I don't care about you anymore,

all this is better left undone,

'coz it can't be and never was LOVE.........

by danielle



Silence

Whispers

Tragic moments in time

Hatred

Madness

All the feelings of mine

Lamentation

Forgiveness

A world torn apart

Loving

Wanting

Feelings from the heart

Alone

Unaware

As a tear starts to fall

Afraid

Darkness

I fear for all

Riping

Tearing

As my heart breaks

Caring

Believeing

Is all that it takes...

by: danielle



Do you remember...

Those times we shared?

The times when our lives touched;

The way... we cared.



Fate brought us together

For just a short while.

A brief taste of happiness

Along life's mile.



You were my darling,

My friend and my lover.

I'm glad we met-

Even though it's all over.



But, dear, let me ask you,

Whatever you do

Remember me, sometimes-

I won't forget you!