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i have come a long way on this journey that we all call life yet i filled with such sorrow, that it has become unbearable i feel as if i do not belong anywhere that i go.. i know my roots but i still feel that their is something missing, something deep inside me yearns to know more i crave knowledge about things that cannot be explained yet i see that what we have labled experts try to explain them and give us a reasonable explanation of what exsists and hat does not i sometimes wonder if just maybe they will trip and fall and realize that all the wonder from this world has left them and that is why thier minds are so closed to things that can not be explained , i mean honestly just because you cant see soemthign does not mean that it doesnt exsit i think it is just this that after time when the inocense of being a child has left ours mids is when we start to see no more..this brings sorrow to my eyes and my tears fall like the rain