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my life....
05:21 Aug 20 2005
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SCREAM

written by Sincerely_Anonymous





The pain,

The anger,

The worry and the fear.

This all makes me want to scream.



What has come over me?

This worry of doubt in my life is consuming my soul.

Why can't I just let go?

There is always something going wrong.



I want her to walk down the stairs and see my lifeless body,

It's all her fault.

My emotions are out of control.



I feel so alone right now,

I feel so lost within myself.

I've been searching so hard but I'll never,

Find myself.



I can barely see streight...

My vision is going fuzzy.

There's too much on my mind,

I think I'm going crazy.

Because of you....song lyrics
20:14 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 581

Because Of You...Kelly Clarkson



I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard

I’ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far



(chorus)

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,

but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid



I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry, because I know that’s weakness in your eyes

I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life

My heart can’t possibly break, when it wasn’t even whole to start with



(chorus)



I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.

I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.

You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.

And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing



(chorus, but slightly different)

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don’t know how to let anyone else in



Because of you I’m ashamed of my life, because its empty

Because of you, I am afraid



Because of you…



Because of you…

shows...
15:04 Aug 13 2005
Times Read: 593

(ONE TREE HILL....ROX!)







magically sinful...









Tru Calling....

who am i?
04:16 Aug 13 2005
Times Read: 599

Who Am I?





I dont know who I am

My identity is unknown

My face changes daily

Sculpted from solid crone



The mirror is misty

My image is unclear

I can't see my face

The face painted with fear



Fear of who I really am

Fear of what I could be

Fear of what I'm capable of

Fear of what I might see



I own so many masks

They hide me from the world

How I wish they could understand

That I'm just a lonely girl



I want to know who I am

I want to know what I could be

I want to know what I'm capable of

What would the mirror let me see?

My songs....
03:59 Aug 13 2005
Times Read: 610

MY SONG LIST







Natasha Bedingfield "These words"







Kelly Clarkson "Behind these Hazel Eyes"



(CANT FIND A PICTURE...)



DHT "Listen to your heart"







My Chemical Romance "Helena"







Papa Roach 'The Best of you"



(CANT FIND ANOTHER ONE ROARRRR)



Anna Nalick "breathe 2am"







Amy Lee/ Seether "broken"







No Doubt "Holla back girl"







Shakira





T.A.T.U.









Black eyed peas "Dont lie"









I'm not really into rap but i love this song and group....

mirror image....
20:31 Aug 11 2005
Times Read: 615

The Perfect Friend





today i found the perfect friend,

just sitting in my room.

she understood everything i said,

and even understood what i didn't say.

she knew my every thought and fear

she knew my better than i knew myself.

i thought to myself,

how lucky i am

to have found the perfect friend.

i've been looking for her all my life,

and SHE was the one who found me.

i have to touch this perfect friend,

to show her how i feel.

i reached out to her with my hand,

to find out she wasn't real.

i'd been looking in the mirror

i had no clue.

i've realized there is a perfect friend,

who lives inside of you.

This explains the teen years...
20:18 Aug 11 2005
Times Read: 619




Confusion



So many questions

So little time

Sometimes I ask

Am I losing my mind?

So many decisions

I know I can't make

So much critisism

I simply just can't take

I can't please everyone

Though I will always try

Sometimes I get discouraged

But I don't know why

I hate all the pressures

That are brought upon me

To many decisions

Then I'd rather there be

I just can't stand it

Don't know what to do

To feel what I feel

If only you knew

I'm not looking for sympathy

I just wish it would end

But I feel it's a battle

That I'll never win.

to all those who lost their best friends...
20:17 Aug 11 2005
Times Read: 620

I Thought



I was your best friend

Then you treated me bad

You saw I was hurting

You saw I was sad





Things seem so different

Like you dont care

I'm hurting so bad

And your not even there





I'm sorry I'm not popular

And I dont get the guys

I'm beggining to wonder

Was our friendship full of lies





I was there when you needed

A friend I would be

That was the time

When you needed me





Now is my time

More than ever before

I'm at the point

Of not living anymore





We were best friends

Apart we were not

Friends forever

Or so I thought











Jacqueline