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I close my eyes so deep in thought.. the only way i can ever feel again is to not be here... I feal so hated so...... I dunno all i want to do is reat my fate on the blade.......I want this all to be a dream, this story of a fucked up life to end.. i dream of better place's far away from this god damn place, this place hold so much pain....I want to run, run away to a place where i can be free.

I take a breath as more thought's fill my head of the suffrening i have endured......I feel like the only thing that keeps me alive is the thought of a better place, the thought of the place that exisit so far away.......I wanna die....i say but; the truth is....i fear to die.....i fear to live any longer.... the dark hatred of this world consumes my soul in pure hate......in pure evil.....

I wanna wake up from this damn dream and relize that it is only a dream of only caked on hatred.....but; i know i fucked up and so i pay... i lie back in the cold icy pool we call life..... even thou the only thing i get in this life is th "promise of death".

My family all hate me, my friends r they lies? damn the world.... damn the world to an the darkest place in HELL! *bow's head* i'm begining to wonder "how possible more my life can get fucked up".

But; they'lkl all regret when i domanite the world... they'll all bow down on there knee's and shed blood for me, they'll all wish they would have showed me.................................. .......... ......... ....... ..........................

For i am the devil reincarnated, and i'll make them wish they were never born *evil laugh*