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beaten

breaking down

and broken

these are my words of hurt



sick inside

want to scream

but it wont come out

my head fills with thoughts of me being gone...



cant take this anymore

my heart cant handle it

but its here to stay

make it leave...



life sucks

i've excepted that

but your not making it any easier to go through

you batter me with hurtful words and theres no one i can go to...



no one to confide in

they always flee

when they see me crash and burn

they give up on me



they say they care

but they DONT

they dont know what its like to really bleed

and not be able to heal

broken soul

broken heart



let my soul leave me

let us depart



sick of the pain

sick of no gain



hurtful and untrue things spread

leave me hopeless and full of dread



wanting it to end

wanting to mend



my heart pulses in a blender

youre the fake pretender



lies lies lies

it is you i despise



hurt pain agony in my soul

an empty void, a gaping hole



feeling so alone

heart feels like heavy stone



feeling numb invisible and dead

as i lay here crying myself to sleep in bed



( this is the first draft fresh out of my head with no editing)