please have some respect and do not steal my story ,
i put alot of time and effort into this and though it might not be perfect i am trying.
i love how it is turning out and even though i write in small amounts i give alot of thought to it all.
please take your time to read , rate and favor it :) i work on it every day of the week whenever i can :) and again please do not steal my story :)
thanks for reading this Greetz Alexis.
i would love to do some modeling.
just for fun and have some nice pictures to accutally post , but the question is should i ?
i am overweight and working hard to lose the pounds (with succes) but should i post it .
do people like it or should i not ?
send me a message and let me know :)
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Be your self if noone likes it they can go fuck a tree lol
agree
If, you feel you want to do it then go enjoy yourself in life.
today i finally really made up my mind! i am moving to england.
i do not yet know when but i hope soon.
it's going to be hard to leave my mom behind but it's not to long to travel back to her.
i hope that i will find love there as i do not want any love here in the netherlands to avoid having to stay here.
i am so excited i cannot wait :)
hmm now i have to decide where in England i will live,
i was thinking about Bristol.
nice and not to far to London and other friends i already know in England.
i know i have been distant to them in the past year , but only because i have been very buisy.
when i finally get there i will make up for the time lost :)
i am practicing tailoring skills and hopefully i can start soon on make a nice gown.
perhaps i can make some for my friends as well.
maybe i am to excited for the moving out of this bloody country and into england , but i know it will do me good.
i can barely stand the dutch language and the place i live in the hatred of goths and vampires just because i am one of few in the city where i live.
i wish people where more understanding.
but i guess people fear what they don't know.
first time ever writing something like this, hopefully i am not to terrible at it :)
the past few month's have probably been the most hardest in my life.
it's not easy to switch from being an Alternative Girl to a Alternative vampire girl.
people are making fun of me think i am joking or not serieus.
and there haven't been people to guide me and help me through the entire change of it because maybe for some it isn't really but for me it deffinetly was.
i just wish i knew more about vampirism then i know now.
i have yet to learn alot and my sister (sister by bond not by blood) is the only one really accepting me as a vampire and a Nocturnal being.
i am thinking about moving to the UK within a year, hopefully with more chance if joining a Coven or house.
i never felt at home in the netherlands and i wanted to leave to America since i was 8 years old.
unfortunaly that's not happening anytime soon but the UK is just as Amazing :)
(i have no idea what i am doing here , but give me time i'll get better at it :)
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