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Well...in the last 24 hours I have hopped up a whopping 3...4 levels? I have met a good few people and a good few like minded people. Not bad for a few weeks with a shitty profile :)



In other news- Have decided I dislike men- not all men. Just ones that wank over their own ego. This one guy in particular hit me with a few home truths. Something you do not do to this little zombie.



For the benefit of...well...my boredom- heres the back story. We've been out a couple of years ago- hes cheated on me twice. Seeing as I havent had much male attention...ever...he started speaking and of course I end up all googly eyed once again. Well- he did it again. Not cheated- but decided to double cross me. I stop txting or calling then suddenly IM the one making the huge mistake. Hes suddenly become psychic and knows I had feelings for him. Because I ignored the txt he has now told me a few things which quite frankly....ouch...yet are very true.



Long story short I am sick of feeling this way. I am sick of being alone, not because I need sex or feel the need to be in a relationship or crave the male attention. I need someone who wants to know me because Im ME...surely Im not that far gone to deserve that. Am I?



Not much point to this post to be honest- just wanted to write something to get it off my chest. Did it help? Not really. Did it clear my mind. Not so much. hmmmmm