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1) I woke up this morning and realized that the flying monkeys in my head weren't monkeys as all, in fact they were really hairy babies.



2) I was walking through the mall the other day when I saw a very large man sitting on a bench. I went up to the man and said "Sir did you know that your really fat?" The man looked at me and smiled and said "Sir did you know your dinner?"

I have always been rather distant with my emotions in fact I can count the times I have cried in my life on 1 hand.

But beyond that I have always been detached from even those most closest to me, never wanting to realy feel their pain as it were.



That all changed in the winter 2005.

I had been dating guy for a while and became pretty attached to him, I would'nt call it love but it was more than simply likeing him.



I was laying down with him before we went to sleep ,just relaxing, he's back was turned towards me and he was in a fairly deep train of thought.

I knew something was wrong so I asked ,he told me that he was just going over a lot of crap his family put him through and trying to deal with the pain and depression.

I told him to keep telling me about so a least I would know and maybe could help in some way .



As he was talking for some reason I got the strong impression to place my hand on is back, where his heart was and open my mind. I did and before I knew it I began to cry, as he spoke I could not only feel his pain but I was there I saw and experienced what he did. He turned and saw me crying, he asked why I was crying and I told him nothing and just to keep talking.



As he went on he's own tears dried up but mine kept on going. It wasn't like I felt sorry for him but more like what happend to him happend to me.

After a few more minutes he turned back around and gave me a very puzzled look and asked "Why did you take my pain from me." I replied without thinking "Thats why I am here"

After that we talked about what just happend and was feeling rather well. I could feel his pain go through my arm and directly into me.



With in half an hour the emotional pain was gone but I had he's memories in me, I could still go through and see, it was like I downloaded his memories and emotions.



From that day on I could sense any type of pain in a person and could take it into myself and remove it from them.

I still have issues with comprehending such a thing because I am still very emotionally reserved.



I thought you might like to read this little story of mine so there it is.

This little story is about the first time I had an encounter with the unknown.

I was 3 years old and outside playing in the back yard. It was a sunny day with very few clouds.

I got the urge to look up so I did, and what I saw was this medium sized ball of grey,blue,white and silver light.

It facinated me I stared at it for several minutes when I began to get the sensation of being "downloaded" with information. I started to go and tell me mother who was in the kitchen so she could see this "cool" ball of light. As I went in the house I kept looking out the windows to see if it was still there and it was, however the moment I got to the kitchen and told my mom it was gone. From that point on I had a greater awakening to a broader world.



Since then I have had many more experiances and odd bits of things happen not to mention fights and conversations with spirits.

But more on that later.

Through out my life I have been endowned with certian gifts one of which is the manipulation of fire.

Here is just a quick fun little story that happened about 2 years ago.



I had gone to a sumer party with my cousin.As is often the case some guy gets drunk and starts rambling on about the universe, and how the governments out to gets us ,and just what is the meaning of life?

Well, a few sober people began to take on the subject of special gifts, my cousin being one of them. She has always had a strong intrest in Native American cultures primarily the Cherokee. And we began to talk about the possibility of skin walking and controling the elements.

It was around 7 or so and the host began to light up the grill however it just wouldn't light.

He put paper on it, more coal even a bit of gas and the damn thing just wouldn't do anything but smoke a bit.

I looked at him and my cousin, smiled and said the word 'flame' all the sudden a large flame shot out of the grill and gave people a good little fright.

The host looked at me and asked what had I done I simply told him 'nothing'. The fire got real small and near the point of going out when again I said 'flame' and up came the fire they were looking a little spooked but what the hey the grill was going right?

As he moved to put the food on it I said 'out' and away the fire went this carried on for a few minutes as it quickly turned into a game.

After a bit I left the thing alone and everyone got to have a nice little cook out.



My goal was not to put on side show tricks or scare them any; it was however, to open the conversation and give them some actuall proof that there are those out there who indeed do have power over the elements. Our conversations lasted until around 2 or so in the morning. And out of that my cousin became closer to herself and finding her true soul and many of the others walked away with new questions some answers and a more opened mind.



Xzavier McInnes