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First I would like to thank everyone who sent up thier thoughts and prayers.



We recieved contact with my Uncle about 40 hours after he went missing. He is well, thank God.



Due to his wifes psychotic break he went into deep depression. He took a number of pills and it knocked him out for a day.

I don't think it was an attempt at suicide, simply overdoing it.



Again all is now well and I thank everyone for thier help.

I suffer from what is known as Migraine Disease, it affects millions in the US alone. MD causes over 40% of all strokes suffered from those under the age of 45 and has also driven many to kill themselves to get away from the pain.



Last year I suffered a major migraine which triggered a seizure. After a series of tests were ran they found multiple lesions on my brain caused directly from a life with migraines. I was forced to move in with family to ensure I don't hurt myself should I have another episode (I have just with out the seizure). Today I am beginning to get a headache and the thought occurred to me to write this description of a migraine.





I sit here alone in the darkness

A knife cutting through my skull



Such a pounding have I received

Eyes flicker with light



Sounds and smells corrupt

The very fiber of my being calls for aid



Curling up one the floor a tear breaks forth

My teeth grit together, anything to stop the pain



The feel of a train going passed my ears

Waves of despair course my mind



Getting up I stumble and fall

Wishing for the end of all



Climbing upon my bed I lay and wait

The final push, my body convulses with pain



I scream for comfort yet there is none to come

Alone I lay in the darkness



As I toss and turn from the reeling within

My soul begins to die



An explosion of pain like lightening through the brain I weep

Crying with no ease in sight



I think to myself if only I could die

With what strength I have left I shove my head into the wall

For a moment the pain is relieved



Like a flood it comes again, my eyes grow dark and void

Minutes seem like hours and hours like an eternity



No man should suffer from this.

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krissykbee
09:52 Jun 14 2008

wow Hi im in your coveni suffer from sever headaches migraines its awfull i wish they would come up with a cure ... you know pain is nothing to me anymore after sufferring from the pain in my head for so long i told someone once a migraine is worse pain than giving birth

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MorbidParadise
13:26 Jan 22 2012

I don't want to be impertinent, but I also suffer from Migraines due to stress and anxiety though and some are caused heavily due to anemia.



Doctors said if I could be a regular donor maybe I would have less of them, but 1. I got a tattoo and here in Europe is after 10 years that you done your tattoo can donate blood due to security in case an HIV or Hepatitis or some other diseases and 2 due to all regular medicine I take like morphine for my back and legs and my anti anxiety I cant be allowed to do that.



maybe you can try it? if no please I apologize

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Ok so this is going to be just a random entry with no real purpose other than I would like to write something.



As I sit in my little chair, music playing and candles burning I eat my favourite chocolate 70% Cocoa bars from Lindt.



Whilst doing this I realize that a friend just called me a squirrel on LSD.



So this is the end of my randomness (for now)