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Day in and day out she sits in that dark room,

windows blackened,

cold.

She wonders in her thoughts of life

and what her next decisions are.

She wants to be some one else everyday;

She wants to feel loved and cherished.



But blackness is all she can think of for now;

all she wants to be a part of.

Nothingness and Loneliness,

they always surround her in the most inopportune moments.

They want her to follow Them,

introducing her to Sadness is what They want.



Sadden girl in the dark corner of the room,

Why are you rocking yourself?

What are you doing with that knife of Pain?

Are you trying to stop everything?

Is it too much for you to handle?

Is life to much for you?



Do it!

They want you to.

They want you to take the pain away.



She sits there still;

gazing up at the memories on the wall,

gazing at the love she believes is lost,

she cries again wishing there was another way,

"Where are you now?" She says.

"Where did the love go? And what is this horrid feeling i have now?"



Is it Lust?

Lust for money?

For power?

No it can't be.

She doesn't know what it is that she is feeling.

All she knows is that there is an empty void that never fills.

But why does she love him?

We try now to get into her head,

but her thoughts are a tangled web of confusion.



Why be inlove with someone you are always mad at?

Why always be mad at the one you are inlove

The Question now;



Is there a solution?

What is she going to do next?