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XX forbidden lies XX
17:30 Aug 16 2011
Times Read: 553




seeing my blood pour down like rain

running down my arm from the slash in my vain

picturing it only eases the pain

everytime i say your name



i want to live and i want to die

i hate all these feelings that i feel inside

i can't think straight...i dont know what to do

all i know is that i hate you



~chorus~



your like a monster stalking its prey

your like a ghost haunting me day by day

i can feel your eyes upon me as you look my way

i dont care if your sorry just get the fuck away (get the fuck away)



im so sick of all your lies

hiding right behind your eyes

the very thought of you makes me sick

and all the memories of you dont mean shit

~end of chorus~



i told you i loved you why did you betray me like this?

the way we hugged and you giving me that forbidden kiss

feeling your poison dance upon my lips

flowing threw me like an eternal bliss



i thought you cared about us..but i guess i was wrong

now our love is gone

you cant have me anymore

cause im not your fucking whore



~chorus~

~end of chorus~

XX sick XX
23:11 Aug 13 2011
Times Read: 562

Im sick of feeling like shit

sick of feeling like im not worth it

sick of being ignored, made fun of, and lied to

sick of every thought involving you



Im sick of every relationship falling apart

sick of thinking i have finally found "the " guy

sick of being alone and every tear that i cry

sick of everyone that has broken my heart



Im sick of not being able to trust every guy i date

sick of all the lies,of being betrayed, of everything i hate

sick of wondering if i will make through heaven's gate

sick of every thought of wanting you back..because i know its too late



Im sick of my heart always breaking

sick of the love you were faking

sick of seeing my wrists bleeding

so sick of your pathetic pleading



Im sick of all your promises

sick of all your stuck up bitches

sick of all of oyur lies not being true

and once again i am SICK OF YOU!!!!

20:07 Aug 11 2011
Times Read: 570

every time i think about him

my emotions go crazy

love mixed with hate and joy..its like a game

i am blinded by everything..cant tell fantasy from reality



the voices deep inside my head

whisper slowly the lies that they bear

of what to like and what to dread

its gotten to where i no longer care



the imaginary tears you see

is a timline of pain and treachery

from the time i was born to present day

i fell i am no longer in control.....no longer sane



i sit here time after time

thinking about the past

how could loving someone be a crime?

why doesnt love ever last



i am not the type of girl who says how i feel

my heart has been broken so many times

all this pain just seems surreal

and now i know i am not worth a fucking dime

ok this is a really insane poem about a HIPPO RAINBOW NINJA SQUIRREL
15:59 Aug 02 2011
Times Read: 590

Imma hippo rainbow ninja squirrel

the thought of the real world makes me hurl

i am not a dude i am a girl

and yes i am the queen of my own world



i am crazy and insane

and i can be a royal pain

i really hate my name

and one day it will be jane



i am very oppinionated

and i dont regret all those that i have dated

and yes i think im medicated

but at i am not brain dead



Imma hippo rainbow ninja squirrel

the thought of the real world makes me hurl

i am not a dude i am a girl

and i am the queen of my own world