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Theres always that time u wish u could just leave. but then when u look back u realize ppl actually do care so you won't kill ur self. It's more than ur selfish thoughts it's about the light that shines in those dark corner when you need it too

You promised me a lot of things you told me you were going to then you turn around and broken up the plans what did i do? Or is it that you don't want to hang out with me? U make it so i can't get ahold of you which really is annoying me but what choice do i have anymore? So i guess i'll just sit here and do nothing since i moved all of my plans ahead or did them to be with you and hang out. I guess i should've seen this coming.

my heart is starting to shatter. I don't know if he really loves me or not and it's breaking my heart in every direction possible all i want to do is just go to bed and let this day go. I can't breathe without him. Every tear hurts a little more i wish he would finally hold me and tell me that i'm just fooling myself and it's nothing but just my imagination but he won't talk to me right now or he possibly is busy idk anymore i'm trying to find a way to go on and not be hurt but it kills me everytime to think about it. Also there could be a chance that he is cheating on me and i'm trying not to think about that but it hurts like someone just stabbed me. I can barely breathe and i just wish he would be here so i would have some hope and this isn't anything to worry about. Should i worry about it? idk i just wish this day would go away with the pain and misery that i can't stand anymore. I hate it with all my heart to even think this but my mind gives me no other choice. I don't want to believe what he could do but of what i wish he would not do for me idk if i'm just being paranoid but it really breaks my heart and i need to know what this is. I love him to death and i wish i could believe him more but i guess i'm trying to not believe it but i just had someone tell me what he could be doing and hearing it hurtz with every once of energy i have. I just wish i have the answer or i probably will go insane. This pain that i have inside me hurts like nothing i have ever felt before i need u to see me and listen to me for at least like a few minutes to hear my heart out. Then when all of this is over and it's just me imagining things then i'll never let you go. Ur the light that shines through ever corner that is dark. I just wish and hope that you feel exactly the same as i do. I want to kiss you but ur so far away from me to even want to do that.

Just get through with my studying just to get home and deal with loud kids that keep making each other mad. Ugh i love them but they sure do get on my nerves but i would never trade them just make them go to bed lol.

So i'm the kinda girl ur mom would love but the attitude when out at night would hate. I don't have a bad time with people i rarely ever have a bad time. I'm one person who shows that life can be amazing if you spend it with the right person. So if you like to talk with people i'm always willing to talk.