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Have you ever had a dream about the perfect house, The perfect wedding, The perfect significant other? I know that everyone has but how often is it that we actually find that perfect thing in our dreams? I mean Iv'e always dreamed about that one woman who I could spend eternity with. And then 1 day I found her but she is taken so I must wait and hope to be with her someday. She is the most amazing person iv'e ever met. Her eyes are so beautiful I could stare into them for eternity. Her smile could cheer me up even when I am at the lowest possible place in my life. Her Laughter is music to my ears. Hearing her voice makes my heart skip a beat. When I am not talking to her I wish I was and When I am talking to her I wish I could be holding her in my arms. I would rip the beating heart out my chest and give it to her if she asked me too. I would change who I am to prove my loyalty and devotion to her. She is a drug to me and I need her to survive. Without her in my life I would nowhere. I

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SummerWerewolf
04:21 Mar 18 2014

This sounds like one of mine but different words......I still like it anyway. :D

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four years ago a girl I was dating and very intimate with passed away. It was my one true love, She meant everything to me and still does to this day. The problem is that we were together when she passed away so there was no closure on our relationship. On top of that fact she was cremated not buried so there is nowhere to go and pay my final respects. I mean at the funeral I cried my heart out and all that. And obviously I paid my respects at the funeral home but there is something about having that in the graveyard to just go and visit your loved ones after they have passed on. And with her I can't do that, I mean I have tried to go to places they were special to us and all that but it just isn't the same as sitting down at her final resting place and just talking to her and shit. Idk today is just gonna be one of the emotional days for me I guess

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elviscat
01:43 Mar 17 2014

i know its tough for you,but shes with you right now,we all come from spirit so shall we return,i know your love is strong for her.so this is what you can do,first when your alone and all is quiet,sit on the floor and cross your legs,close your eyes and picture her face,be still think of nothing but her and meditate on her,for how ever long you like,do this every night,you must be perfect in mind and spirit, no drinking.Your woman is no longer of the flesh,she is spirit,she carries your love with her as you do to.material matter on the earth plane is an illusion,the spirit or soul the reality.when you die everything thats materiel stays on the earth plane,you own nothing your only here to borrow,its all God's.you dont need to go to the cemetary,to talk to her,shes with you now.Peace Elviscat

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Ok so four years ago, The female I was dating passed away. I was extremely devastated and could barely manage to make it through that. A year later my grandfather passed away and much to my dismay His funeral was in the same place as my exs. I could not even handle the wake because it was in the same funeral home and the same room and all that. After an hour of being at the wake my dad made me leave because I was crying so hard and everything. I did not go to the funeral either and I feel extremely guilty about it. I don't know what to do about because obviously I can't go back in time and I've been to the grave several times and just can't get over not going to his funeral. I feel as if I disrespected him by not being there.

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elviscat
01:51 Mar 17 2014

Dont feel guilty,your were going through diffecult times.thats all,just say a prayer and light a candle for him,he loved you,you loved him.thats all that matters.Peace Elviscat

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SummerWerewolf
04:27 Mar 18 2014

I wouldn't feel guilty.....it hurts and you understand what they meant to you. Its nothing to beat yourself up over. I would try to go to the grave sites instead....you can still mourn and grieve this way. Also, it will not make you have the double shot of the passing of each person at the same time. Time heals all wounds, there may be scars....but time will help.

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